Log: Kenya and Fai
Who: Kenya wegot_lions and Fai tidbits_and_tea
What: Kenya goes back after his time hangin' with Al and they have their TALK after Fai's brawl truths and such
Where: Fai's apartemente~
Why: Because things were fucked up
Rating: It's normal until I BIG TEXT. Then NC-17
Notes: lolol whut. LONG LOG IS LONG.
Kenya sighed softly as he split up from Al to go back to the apartment; it had been a nice distraction, to say the least. When he reached the top of the stairs he glanced back again, knowing Fai would be inside, not knowing whether he was ready for this or not. Now or never, right? The door clicked as he twisted the handle and opened it, clicking again as it shut.
Fai was at the sink, washing dishes or carrots or something equally holistic, when he heard a shuffling at the door. Kenya must be home. He stared hard at a dishtowel for a moment, trying to collect himself. Something needed to be done. He wasn't sure what, exactly, and he knew he probably wouldn't like it, but this was unpleasant for everyone. With a fortifying breath, he turned to look as Kenya came in.
Kenya dropped his keys back into his pocket after he locked the door. Just in... case. He might want to run away, Fai might want to run away and well, that wouldn't do them any good. He bit his lip, feeling eyes on him as he hooked his coat up on the hanger for it, fingers brushing over the material as a way to take a little more time than needed.
Why were these things so difficult? "Welcome home," Fai said smoothly, the last word sticking in his throat a little. He dried his hands slowly, looking at the space just to the left of Kenya's face, a little skittish for eye contact.
"...Yeah," was Kenya's only response to that. His hands dug into his pocket, fingers brushing over the key to this...place. He lowered his eyes, gaze fixed on the floor, not daring to look at the other. He'd already cried too much. No more.
Fai's chest tightened a little. Gods, this hurt. "Did you have fun with Al?" Perhaps it was weak and messy to hide behind idle chatter, but...this was going to take some easing into. He leaned back against the sink, ignoring the wet spot he could feel forming on the back of his shirt (he was....an erratic dishwasher, to say the least).
Kenya nodded a little at that. "We went to the zoo for a little while," he breathed out, trying to keep his breathing and voice steady as he talked. He didn't even look up as he moved over to the couch, flopping on it and tugging his feet up - sneakers already off from when he'd taken his coat off.
The zoo. The zoo was a neutral place to start. "Did you see the penguins?" His fingers curled around the counter ledge, not quite ready to give up his safe spot for the potentially hostile territory of the couch. This was not shaping up quite as neatly as he might have hoped.
"Mmm," Kenya hummed out. "We stayed near the kitties more though, Al likes them" he swallowed, knowing he was being awkward, but he couldn't even stop it. His fingers dug into his dark jeans a little, clutching at the rough material.
"Ahh," Fai exhaled. "That's right. He has a kitten, doesn't he?" They were talking. Fai wasn't going to give up just yet. Awkward as it felt, it was something. Slithering out of this wasn't an option, so he was just going to have to do his best. With that in mind, he shoved away from the sink and made his way toward Kenya, walking normally for once, all the careless bounce and dance gone from his step.
"Yeah... I've only seen it from when it was the body switch thing though..." he trailed off, tensing as he felt Fai's presence draw closer and closer. He took a deep breath, forcing it away. He had to do this. Had to. Had to. Had to.
"Ed has posted about it a few times." He carefully perched on the couch, balancing on the far end, looking (almost) at Kenya. An uneasy silence fell over them. How was this even going to work? Fai took a deep breath.
Kenya nodded at that. "He gets scratched up a lot..." Everything he said ended with his trailing off, didn't it? He closed his eyes, irritated with himself. No, he wasn't an expert with this stuff but... this wasn't helpful, he knew that much.
Fai laughed awkwardly at that, slightly envious. This. This needed to go somewhere. "Kenya," He started, trailing off, eyes fixed on Kenya's socks. They didn't quite match.
Kenya made a small noise at that, hugging his knees tighter. "...I know," he murmured softly. "I know." Only what he knew was only that they shouldn't be like this. How to fix it was another thing entirely.
Another sigh. He scooted a little bit closer. "I don't know what's...wrong." Eyes still averted, muscles taut. He swallowed, fingers digging into the couch, clutching at it as though it could give him the support he needed.
Kenya's eyes moved to stay stuck half open, half shut, lidded with sadness. "I know..." he dug his toes into the edge of the couch, biting his lip gently. "It... was too much at once. I guess. With things I was already dealing with, then Manabe's all sad because Sig broke up with him. I don't know how to deal with this stuff..."
"It was a lot to take in." This was progress. "It makes sense that you'd be upset when two of your closest people go through something like that." He pauses, feeling out of place talking about things like that.
"...Yeah..." was Kenya's only response to that, voice quiet and soft as he felt one tear sliding down again already. He was a wreck wasn't he? An emotional wreck. He wasn't ready but... this had to be done. Had to be.
Fai tiled his head a little, eyes clouding just a little at the trickle down Kenya's cheek. "Bunny?" Almost leans over to brush it away but doesn't, unsure of whether that's allowable under the given circumstances.
"..." Kenya's lips parted as he went to speak, shutting it a moment after as he decided against it. He blinked, letting the tear slide out of his eye easier, not bothering to even hide it. "........Do you even trust me, at all?" he asked after a few moments, the question probably seeming more random than it actually was.
Fai blinked. Oh. Oh. "It grows," he said softly, unsure of the best way to answer, not wanting to lie, but not wanting to upset him either. "Over time."
"Just be honest with me..." Kenya squeezed his eyes shut then, another tear slipping out. "...for once" he added at the end, words muffled and almost silent. Fai wasn't giving proper answers again. What was he supposed to do?
"I...am." Fai frowned; face seeming all wrong with the lips tugged down instead of up. "I do trust you."
Kenya let out a dry laugh at that, swallowing harshly after. "If that were the case you wouldn't have flipped off so much that time with Manabe."
"Trust is something that grows over time, Kenya," he said lightly. "I was jealous. It's instinct to protect...what's precious to you." Fai's eyes turned further away, vulnerable and not liking it, but doing it anyway.
Kenya didn't speak; he just hugged himself tighter, suddenly wanting Psyduck there to snuggle onto. But the duck didn't deserve to be a part of this. It wouldn't be fair. "...How long is that going to take? We've known each other like...two months now. Maybe more than that, I'm not sure," he bit at his jeans lightly. "How is it possible that even though I knew hardly anything about you, I could trust you so easily, but you wouldn't with me even if I tell you practically everything-"
Fai crumpled a little. "I've...had a lot of time to become disenchanted with things, Kenya. Do you want me to tell you my life story? That would take weeks." He paused here, pressing his eyes shut. "I can't give you a time, Kenya-bunny. I'm new at this."
"I don't care about the past!" Kenya snapped out, instantly regretting it - face showing how much he was. "I-It's the future and now that matter...but..." he moved a hand to cover his eyes as more tears slid out, completely as an after effect of what he'd just said. His voice went incredibly quiet then, the words mumbled, "I-I don't know how much more I can take"
It was dead quiet. "...What do you want?"
"I don't want to be in the dark. I don't want you to keep how you're feeling, I don't want you to avoid anything" even though he stressed words his voice was quiet. Almost automatic as he stared at the darkness his hand had created.
Fai wondered if the sound his heart was making was audible. Silence stretched between them. "I can't promise you anything." His voice was taut, almost flat. "I can't..." he trailed off, biting his lip. He knew something like this would happen. He knew it from the start. So why the daemon had he gone ahead and gone after it? Why... He blinked, eyes suddenly stinging.
Kenya's hand tightened on his jeans at that, face pressing to his knees to hide the fact that his lip wibbled a bit then. He was numb. All over again.
"Kenya..." He doesn't look up. "I can only try." Fai's voice is quiet, hoarse. He's not used to expressing things like this, and it only seems to come out awkwardly.
"I know..." Kenya choked out, his body ached from how he was sat, but he didn't shift to change it. "It's not all your fault... I'm probably dragging too much into this. I'm...s-sorry."
Fai shook his head, eyes opening a sliver. "It's not your fault. You haven't had the experience to know how to deal with it." Yet another sigh. Fai turned and fixed his eyes on Kenya's face for the first time. "I'm sorry."
Kenya only squeezed his eyes shut tighter, not knowing what to do, how to react. Nothing. His teeth dug into his lip more, making the skin break and bleed.
Fai reached out slowly, gingerly, and brushed his fingers against Kenya's arm. "I don't...want it to hurt you any more."
Goosebumps slithered up along Kenya's arm at that, and he just tensed for a moment, forcing his body to calm. "Too late for that, isn't it?" he mumbled out, voice not bitter or anything, just...blank.
Fai slid over the rest of the space between them. "Any more than it already has," he exhaled. "We'll learn." A hope. A prayer? A promise.
Kenya didn't even twitch. Making no move to show that he was particularly affected. He just sat, making a small 'hmm' noise before curling up into himself more.
"Kenya?" He curled his fingers around Kenya's arm. "Kenya, you can't shut down every time I try and talk about these things." Hope and regret and fear settled heavily in his chest.
"...I feel guilty..." Kenya murmured, finally looking up, but not at him, as he finished. To stare blankly at the wall. "I...I doubt I'd be this bad if I didn't have the combination of it all."
"Why do you feel guilty?" He rubbed a thumb softly over Kenya's skin.
"I..." Kenya shut his mouth. "I can't say. It will hurt."
Fai let his hand trace down the other's arm. "It will hurt more later." His tone was light, but he meant it.
"Not necessarily," Kenya murmured, voice wry because it was possibly quite true. "I'm doing everything I can to keep it away..."
"Yes, silly. You'll just feel worse about it." He gently tapped Kenya on the head. "Isn't this what you were telling me not to do?"
Kenya looked twice as guilty at that. "But it'll make you trust me less. Even if I promise, you'll still trust me less..."
"Silly, you can't say that and expect me to try and do the opposite," he laughed. "It will hurt. But it'll get better. Happy bunnies heal all hurts."
Kenya stayed still for a moment. "Are you positive you want me to say?"
"Yes." The airy tone had a thread of steel running through it. Determination. He looked at Kenya's hands, tracing familiar paths along them, waiting for the worst.
Kenya bit his lip, tensing just in case, then instead of keeping his voice quiet he kept it steady. "...I've got a crush on Manabe" he said straight. No trying to swerve around it, just direct.
Fai blinked. That was all? He had been expecting Kenya to say that he wanted to separate or something of that nature. "Oh? And that bothers you?"
Kenya blinked at Fai's response, finally looking at him in surprise at how he just waved it off. Hurt. "Why wouldn't it bother me? I feel like I'm betraying you just by thinking about him-"
Fai smiled gently. "Love is...a difficult thing. It can be hard to separate different kinds of love from each other." He would know.
"..." Kenya shook his head, not saying anything, but he could tell the difference. At least with this. "I know I love you. I know I don't love him. It's just... there and I'm struggling to make it stop"
"There are different kinds of love." Fai leaned against Kenya. "Sometimes they run together. Which is why it can be hurtful to only listen to your 'heart'." He laughed a little. "Thank you for telling me." He meant it. It had been hard, and he knew that. "Is there anything I can do?" Fai looked at Kenya, searching for his eyes.
"...Oh" Kenya mumbled out, lip dripping a little blood that had gathered from earlier. Kenya shook his head. "I'm sorry I had to be a moron and get drunk to even think about telling you..." He closed his eyes, leaning into Fai a little. "Just hold me. Please?"
"Of course I'll hold you~" Fai slipped his arms around Kenya, pulling him close. "Of course." He leaned down and licked away the blood on Kenya's chin. There wasn't anything particularly sexual about the act, and it was comforting. "Always."
Kenya curled into him almost instantly, eyes fluttering, the water on his eyelashes tickling his cheeks a little as he just dropped into the other, burying his face in his neck. "Hey..." he started softly, not exactly sure how to ask.
Yes. This was how it was supposed to be. Fai held him close. "Yes?" he murmured into Kenya's hair.
Being like this... felt warm. Really, really warm. He let a small smile creep on his face, nestling into Fai a little more. "Can I ask... why... you..." he licked his lips, voice going quieter. "...your name?" He meant why are you using that but felt too awkward to say it properly. He peeked up at Fai, genuinely confused. If it hurt to think about it, why use the name of-
Fai actually froze, skin turning cold. It made sense for Kenya to ask, but...it...hurt. It hurt. It hurt. It was agonizing. Fai heard his name every day, but somehow...he tried to get around the lump in his throat. "Remembrance," he chocked out, everything in him screaming, begging to not talk about it.
Kenya only nodded, lips pressing to Fai's neck as some sort of grounding. "I'm sorry," he murmured softly, shifting to hug Fai back, arms wrapping around his neck, holding onto him. "I shouldn't have said anything but-"
There was no reply, other than a faint tightening of his arms around Kenya. It festered. He knew it, but he wasn't about to clean it out. It would be fixed...it would be fixed in the end. It would be alright.
Kenya nuzzled his lips over Fai a little, careful to not aggravate the cut he'd made earlier. One hand curled a little to thread into the hairs at the bottom of Fai's neck, shifting his body to hover over Fai's lap so the hugging would be easier.
Fai let his eyes close, breathing in the familiar scent of his bunny. Yes. It would be alright.
Kenya nuzzled the side of his face a little, hair tickling Fai's cheek a little. He wriggled closer, actually sitting on Fai's lap as his back started to hurt. "Love you," he murmured gently.
He was thawing. He knew it, and didn't know what to make of it. A hand went to card through Kenya's hair. "I know," he whispered. "Love you too."
Kenya pressed his lips along some patches of Fai's skin, up along his neck, jaw, cheek and ear. Just to give him affection.
Fai drank all of it up. His eyes slid closed and his muscles began to un-knot. Another sigh escaped his lips, though it was completely different from all the others.
Kenya smiled a little more as he slowly felt Fai un-tense. His tongue lightly flicked over the tip of Fai's ear, one hand loosening to dip under Fai's chin, rubbing the spot there as a comfort too.
Kenya was rewarded with a sleepy smile. Fai was perfectly content to just sit there; arms tangled around this maddening, lovely person and let him do what he wanted.
Slowly, Kenya let his head shift to rest against Fai's - his eyes closing upon instinct so they didn't go weird with the close proximity.
Fai made a soft, pleased noise, his own eyes already shut. Good bunny~" he hummed out.
"Mnnn~" Kenya hummed back, he pulled the hand on Fai's chin away to hold his face lightly, thumbs rubbing over his smooth cheeks.
Yes, that felt very nice, thank you. Fai leaned into the hand, all but purring.
Kenya smiled a little more, pulling back a little to watch Fai's reactions.
Fai's eyes cracked open and he peered at Kenya, smiling faintly.
"M'sorry I was an ass about everything," Kenya mumbled softly, one hand pulled away to gently trail his fingers over Fai's face, memorising it.
"It's alright." Fai tilted his face up under the fingers, kissing them gently when they traced over his lips.
Kenya's eyes fluttered at the feeling of lips on his sensitive skin, smiling a little more. "Mnnn" his eyes lidded a little, lovingly compared to the sad look earlier.
"I'm sorry that I gave you a reason to." His eyes were gentle, gazing fondly at the other.
"It's not your fault... really." Kenya melted a little at the look Fai was giving him, smiling back even more.
"Well." Where people supposed to be that radiant? Fai stuck out his tongue playfully.
NC-17 STARTS HEREISH.
Laughing softly, Kenya lent forward quickly, before he could take his tongue back, catching it with his mouth.
That got a surprised giggle (not that he was complaining). Fai's fingers knotted into Kenya's shirt of their own accord.
Unable to hold back a wider smile at that, Kenya just sucked lightly on the other's tongue, eyes closing slowly in concentration.
Fai certainly didn't mind. His eyes were nearly closed. Was Kenya always this beautiful? Yes. Yes he was. Little thrills ran down his throat.
Kenya hands slid back into Fai's hair again as he pressed his body closer, lightly brushing his teeth over the others tongue.
Fai let out a small noise, hands slipping under the hem of Kenya's shirt and exploring the soft skin. That was nice.
Kenya nipped Fai's tongue lightly at that - to be felt but not hurt. His back arched into the other's hands a little, hands in Fai's hair gripping a little tighter.
That drew a bit of a whimper. Fai arched a little and his heart began to thump. Nails scraped lightly down Kenya's back~
Breathing heavily already Kenya’s eyes fluttered as he sucked harder, his own tongue flicking over Fai's as he made a strangled noise, back pressing into Fai's nails for more.
Fai obliged, leaving little pink ribbons under the shirt. He tried to pull Kenya closer, wanting to hold onto him, wanting him close.
Kenya let out a small noise as their bodies connected closer, eyes squeezing shut as the stings of the scratches came though - a small whine/groan like noise leaking into Fai's mouth.
Fai swallowed the noise, feeling his skin ignite. He pulled his head forward, wanting more tug on his hair.
Kenya let out another noise at that, hand unconsciously tightening more in Fai's hair, tugging gently.
Fai's hands spread out, reviewing more of Kenya's skin. His eyes being to sting a little, which horrifies him and makes him cling more tightly Kenya.
Kenya let his hand drop to the top of Fai's back, clinging at the material of his shirt, overwhelmed as Fai clung onto him. He finally pulled his mouth away, panting a little already. "Fai?"
"Nnn?" Fai blinked up at him.
Breathing shakily for a moment Kenya flicked his tongue over his own bruised lips, before crushing them against Fai's.
Fai's eyes widened a little before closing, mouth opening automatically. He let out a noise, pleased at this turn of events.
Kenya shifted between kissing lovingly and aggressively, not giving Fai the time to get used to either before he switched. The hand not holding to the back of Fai's shirt drifted down along his chest, sliding up under material when it reached the hem.
Fai whimpered as Kenya's fingers touched his skin, a little overwhelmed at the sensation. He arched his back, wanting more of that. His own fingers dig into Kenya's back, clutching at.
The hand on the back of Fai's shirt slid down to tub the hem up, revealing pale, creamy skin to play with. But, he didn't tug it up enough to insist on pulling it off.
Fai shivered a little as his shirt went up, mouth demanding, pleading for more.
As soon as the shirt was half way up Kenya pulled his mouth away. He shifted back, away from Fai to drop onto the floor, mouth covering where his hand had been moments before.
That drew a gasp. Fai knotted his fingers into Kenya's hair, chest rising and falling rapidly. Kenya, Kenya, Kenya ran through his mind incessantly, ears tingling with the sound of Kenya's mouth on his skin.
Kenya's teeth nipped on a patch of skin of Fai's tummy, hands pushing up the material of his shirt a little more as his mouth moving higher, tongue finally curling around a nipple. He opened his eyes so they were half lidded, gaze fixed on Fai's.
Fai let out a strangled noise, and tugged on Kenya's hair. His breath caught in his throat at the hot, wet heat on his chest. Wide, blue eyes locked with Kenya's, the look on the other's face caused his heart to speed up yet again.
Kenya flicked his piercing of the nub, rubbing it there as one of his hands shifted so his fingers could play with Fai's pierced nipple, mouth humming around the one he was paying attention to.
Fai wriggled, eyes squeezing shut as pleasure teased through his body. He stroked Kenya's ear with a thumb, murmuring something incoherent.
Kenya only hummed more at that, teeth digging into the other's nipple slightly, tugging at the skin after as his fingers twisted the one they were working on, careful with the piercing.
Fai arched, pressing his head back against the couch. A small ribbon of obscenities escaped his lips, and he dug his fingers into Kenya's scalp.
Letting out a small smile Kenya scratched the skin near the hem of the shirt he'd tugged up, before he pulled back, hands reaching underneath to tug it over Fai's head.
Quick to be obliging, Fai lifted his arms over his head, shivering.
Kenya slid his fingers up along Fai's skin on the way up, tugging the top off and threw it up over the back of the couch, mouth attaching to his collarbone, sucking there before licking a trail up to the point under Fai's chin.
Fai reinstated his hands under Kenya's shirt, feeling and scraping and twisting. A mewling noise fell from his mouth as Kenya's tongue hit That Spot, and his mind went momentarily blank. He didn't realize quite how hard he was digging into Kenya's back with his nails.
Not like Kenya minded his back being scraped. His teeth nipped and tugged at Fai's sensitive spot, hands exploring his chest, nails scratching the skin a little. "I love you," he whispered against Fai's skin, tonguing the spot with his piercing. How metal rubbing there.
Fai jerked a little, nails dragging crimson ribbons down Kenya's back. He hissed, a rather creative phrase overwhelming his attempt to apologize.
Kenya's eyes shut at that, a small whine/choked noise escaping into Fai's skin as he felt a trickle of blood on his back. Carefully, he dug his teeth in a little, sucking on the skin there as he kept rubbing his piercing against the skin.
Fai pulled a hand away from Kenya, looking at the red clouds on his fingertips through a haze of sensation. "B-bunny?" He tried to keep his eyes from rolling back in his head.
Kenya didn't even reply, just moved a free and to dip down, fingers working at the fastenings to Fai's pants - actually biting down on that spot this time.
Fai gasped and brought his fingers to his lips, tongue darting out and licking at the red drops as his stomach knotted from Kenya's Attentions.
A few moments later, Fai's pants were unfastened, Kenya moved his mouth down so he could watch better as he pulled Fai's hips up to tug them down.
In an attempt to be helpful, Fai arched up, lifting up from the couch. His breathing was erratic, and his eyes were darkening as he looked down at Kenya, all sorts of emotions flicking unbidden over his face.
Licking his lips Kenya tugged them down quickly, the material at Fai's feet then off almost instantly. He threw them over the back of the couch too, mouth moving to a thigh, biting down on the skin, marking.
Fai clutched at the couch, fingers digging into the cushions. "Kenya--" he panted, toes curling up just a little. Swearing, he spread his legs wider, writhing at the teeth digging into his skin.
Kenya's gaze flickered up to Fai's, dark, intense. "Mnnn?" he hummed out, sucking on the skin he'd bitten at. Slowly, sensually, he licked up along the others skin, one hand rubbing circles on Fai's inner thigh.
"D-don't stop," he gasped, struggling to keep his eyes open. Sweat began to bead on his skin, body unable to keep the sensation, the PLEASURE in.
Kenya shook his head at that. "M'not going to-" he breathed out, working up Fai's skin to tug at the hem of his boxers with his teeth, nails digging into both of Fai's inner-thighs, leaving crescent marks on the skin.
That elicited a choked, mewling noise from Fai. He felt like his veins were filled with fire or electricity or magic or fucking liquid sex--every touch was a pleasure and a torture.
Of course, Kenya wasn't as mean as Fai could be at times. He moved his hands up along his skin to start tugging that material down, also. Mouth kissing over every inch of skin revealed.
Fai CLAWED at the couch, wriggling and sweating. He felt wound up a lot more quickly than usual. He supposed that he was just feeling needy, but fuck he wanted more.
When the boxers were off (and also thrown off the couch - good job he'd locked the door earlier) Kenya's hands pulled Fai closer, nuzzling his cheek over Fai's thigh for a moment, glancing up at him before his hand wrapped around him, stroking slowly but tightly.
Fai likes that best, when Kenya nuzzles his thigh or his hip right before--he moaned.
Teeth dug into his already bloody lip at that, his hazed eyes stuck on Fai's face. His beautiful, gorgeous face. With a breathy noise he shifted, one hand pinning his down as his tongue slid over the tip, hand still stroking.
He flat-out writhed at that. His heart was pounding in his ears, and he cold almost fancy that he could hear Kenya's too. Sweat dribbled into his eyes, but he didn't notice. He moaned out Kenya's name, not because he had anything to say, but because the wanted to say it. He liked it in his mouth at times like this.
Kenya pinned Fai's hips down with both hands, sinking his mouth down onto the other with a faint moan, more because of Fai's reactions and how he said his name than anything. His eyes closed, lashes fluttering against skin as he sucked.
He tried to not jerk, really, he did. Fai couldn't help bucking up a little against the restraining hands, though. A stream of foreign gibberish flew from his mouth as Kenya took him in and then began to do his magic.
Kenya made a 'mph' noise as Fai tried to buck up, his nails dug into Fai's hips, keeping him restrained as he sucked harder, moving his mouth up and down a little.
Fai tossed his head back, golden hair sticking to his face. "K-kenya--" He felt as though he might die--he was approaching the edge so quickly.
Kenya made the mistake of glancing up, almost choking as he took in the sight that was Fai. He didn't stop though, on the contrary, he slid his tongue along Fai as he pulled up, humming on the way down - only sucking harder to try and drive Fai crazy with want.
Whatever he was doing, it was working. Fai was coming to the brink ridiculously quickly. Everything about it made his insides scream with want. A hand reached out shakily, scraping gently down Kenya's ear.
Teeth. Kenya's teeth scraped along lightly at that, his body trembling a little as he forced himself to concentrate on the task at ...mouth. He did moan though, adding a vibration as he rubbed his tongue, his piercing along slowly, mouth moving quicker.
Fai was nearly completely gone. "K-kenya---" He trembled; he was going to come in Kenya's mouth if he didn't let him go NOW.
Shaking his head ever-so-slightly Kenya squeezed his eyes shut, forcing his gag reflex back as much as he could in case, sucking harshly - flicking his tongue over the tip once before continuing again.
Fai didn't try to hold it back any further, and the world went completely white.
Letting his nails dig into Fai's skin more, Kenya squeezed his eyes shut, quickly and finally successfully swallowing. When he finally pulled back he was panting for breath, trying to wiggle back a little to sort himself out.
Fai blinked, listening to Kenya as the world pieces itself back together. He felt...so good.
Kenya bit onto his arm as he finally managed to touch himself, eyes peeking up to look up at the flushed and spent other, groaning at the sight of him.
Fai cracked his eyes open, looking over at Kenya, stomach twisting a little as he watched, too spent to do much else.
Kenya let his teeth dig into his upper lip, not daring to try it with his lower one; his hand twisted a little, making him let out a choking noise and move it quicker, close to the edge already.
Fai rolled his neck a little, doing his best to appear fuckable and dominated to help his friend out.
Kenya just shut his eyes after that, making a muffled noise as he tipped over the edge, panting into his arm breathlessly.
Fai reached out and ruffled Kenya's hair fondly. He didn't know about Kenya, but he certainly felt better.
Kenya just flopped against the couch, knowing he needed...uh tissues and clean clothing now. But he couldn't move. "Fuck," he muttered softly, eyes shutting sleepily. Hopefully one day that would be cured.
"Mmm," Fai hummed in agreement. He'd get up and. Get some tissues in a minute...
Kenya pressed his face into the couch more, trying to calm his erratic breathing.
Fai ruffled his hair lazily, slumping down on the couch.
"Can't move..." Kenya muttered, voice muffled due to the material in front of his face.
That earned him at fond giggle. "Kenya-bunny tired himself out, ne~?"
Kenya let out a small laugh at that. "You didn't get to watch you," he hummed out, peeking up at Fai with a soft smile.
Fai ginned and tugged gently on his hair. "I'll get some tissues~"
"Mnnn," was the only response Fai received for that. Kenya did twist a little so his cheek was on the couch instead though.
Fai wobbled over to the kitchen, naked as the day he was born and returned, clutching a box of them.
Kenya licked his lips at that, admiring his body just because.
Fai knelt (the action was too graceful to be called a 'flop') down next to Kenya and pulled out a tissue.
Kenya flushed, hand going to take it so he could sort himself out.
Fai leant out, pecking a kiss on the palm of his hand and moved to do it himself.
Kenya only flushed even more at that - his soiled hand getting another tissue to clean itself. Ew.
Fai does his best to clean up~ He liked the idea of taking care of his bunny.
Kenya leant into him, even if it was dgndkjhnk and embarrassing.
Fai kissed his cheek affectionately as he finished. "Thank you."
Kenya squeezed the eye closest to the kiss shut, letting the skin there tinge pink. "It's... alright."
Fai hummed against this lovely blush, all warm and content.
Kenya laughed softly, snuggling into the other.
/End.
What: Kenya goes back after his time hangin' with Al and they have their TALK after Fai's brawl truths and such
Where: Fai's apartemente~
Why: Because things were fucked up
Rating: It's normal until I BIG TEXT. Then NC-17
Notes: lolol whut. LONG LOG IS LONG.
Kenya sighed softly as he split up from Al to go back to the apartment; it had been a nice distraction, to say the least. When he reached the top of the stairs he glanced back again, knowing Fai would be inside, not knowing whether he was ready for this or not. Now or never, right? The door clicked as he twisted the handle and opened it, clicking again as it shut.
Fai was at the sink, washing dishes or carrots or something equally holistic, when he heard a shuffling at the door. Kenya must be home. He stared hard at a dishtowel for a moment, trying to collect himself. Something needed to be done. He wasn't sure what, exactly, and he knew he probably wouldn't like it, but this was unpleasant for everyone. With a fortifying breath, he turned to look as Kenya came in.
Kenya dropped his keys back into his pocket after he locked the door. Just in... case. He might want to run away, Fai might want to run away and well, that wouldn't do them any good. He bit his lip, feeling eyes on him as he hooked his coat up on the hanger for it, fingers brushing over the material as a way to take a little more time than needed.
Why were these things so difficult? "Welcome home," Fai said smoothly, the last word sticking in his throat a little. He dried his hands slowly, looking at the space just to the left of Kenya's face, a little skittish for eye contact.
"...Yeah," was Kenya's only response to that. His hands dug into his pocket, fingers brushing over the key to this...place. He lowered his eyes, gaze fixed on the floor, not daring to look at the other. He'd already cried too much. No more.
Fai's chest tightened a little. Gods, this hurt. "Did you have fun with Al?" Perhaps it was weak and messy to hide behind idle chatter, but...this was going to take some easing into. He leaned back against the sink, ignoring the wet spot he could feel forming on the back of his shirt (he was....an erratic dishwasher, to say the least).
Kenya nodded a little at that. "We went to the zoo for a little while," he breathed out, trying to keep his breathing and voice steady as he talked. He didn't even look up as he moved over to the couch, flopping on it and tugging his feet up - sneakers already off from when he'd taken his coat off.
The zoo. The zoo was a neutral place to start. "Did you see the penguins?" His fingers curled around the counter ledge, not quite ready to give up his safe spot for the potentially hostile territory of the couch. This was not shaping up quite as neatly as he might have hoped.
"Mmm," Kenya hummed out. "We stayed near the kitties more though, Al likes them" he swallowed, knowing he was being awkward, but he couldn't even stop it. His fingers dug into his dark jeans a little, clutching at the rough material.
"Ahh," Fai exhaled. "That's right. He has a kitten, doesn't he?" They were talking. Fai wasn't going to give up just yet. Awkward as it felt, it was something. Slithering out of this wasn't an option, so he was just going to have to do his best. With that in mind, he shoved away from the sink and made his way toward Kenya, walking normally for once, all the careless bounce and dance gone from his step.
"Yeah... I've only seen it from when it was the body switch thing though..." he trailed off, tensing as he felt Fai's presence draw closer and closer. He took a deep breath, forcing it away. He had to do this. Had to. Had to. Had to.
"Ed has posted about it a few times." He carefully perched on the couch, balancing on the far end, looking (almost) at Kenya. An uneasy silence fell over them. How was this even going to work? Fai took a deep breath.
Kenya nodded at that. "He gets scratched up a lot..." Everything he said ended with his trailing off, didn't it? He closed his eyes, irritated with himself. No, he wasn't an expert with this stuff but... this wasn't helpful, he knew that much.
Fai laughed awkwardly at that, slightly envious. This. This needed to go somewhere. "Kenya," He started, trailing off, eyes fixed on Kenya's socks. They didn't quite match.
Kenya made a small noise at that, hugging his knees tighter. "...I know," he murmured softly. "I know." Only what he knew was only that they shouldn't be like this. How to fix it was another thing entirely.
Another sigh. He scooted a little bit closer. "I don't know what's...wrong." Eyes still averted, muscles taut. He swallowed, fingers digging into the couch, clutching at it as though it could give him the support he needed.
Kenya's eyes moved to stay stuck half open, half shut, lidded with sadness. "I know..." he dug his toes into the edge of the couch, biting his lip gently. "It... was too much at once. I guess. With things I was already dealing with, then Manabe's all sad because Sig broke up with him. I don't know how to deal with this stuff..."
"It was a lot to take in." This was progress. "It makes sense that you'd be upset when two of your closest people go through something like that." He pauses, feeling out of place talking about things like that.
"...Yeah..." was Kenya's only response to that, voice quiet and soft as he felt one tear sliding down again already. He was a wreck wasn't he? An emotional wreck. He wasn't ready but... this had to be done. Had to be.
Fai tiled his head a little, eyes clouding just a little at the trickle down Kenya's cheek. "Bunny?" Almost leans over to brush it away but doesn't, unsure of whether that's allowable under the given circumstances.
"..." Kenya's lips parted as he went to speak, shutting it a moment after as he decided against it. He blinked, letting the tear slide out of his eye easier, not bothering to even hide it. "........Do you even trust me, at all?" he asked after a few moments, the question probably seeming more random than it actually was.
Fai blinked. Oh. Oh. "It grows," he said softly, unsure of the best way to answer, not wanting to lie, but not wanting to upset him either. "Over time."
"Just be honest with me..." Kenya squeezed his eyes shut then, another tear slipping out. "...for once" he added at the end, words muffled and almost silent. Fai wasn't giving proper answers again. What was he supposed to do?
"I...am." Fai frowned; face seeming all wrong with the lips tugged down instead of up. "I do trust you."
Kenya let out a dry laugh at that, swallowing harshly after. "If that were the case you wouldn't have flipped off so much that time with Manabe."
"Trust is something that grows over time, Kenya," he said lightly. "I was jealous. It's instinct to protect...what's precious to you." Fai's eyes turned further away, vulnerable and not liking it, but doing it anyway.
Kenya didn't speak; he just hugged himself tighter, suddenly wanting Psyduck there to snuggle onto. But the duck didn't deserve to be a part of this. It wouldn't be fair. "...How long is that going to take? We've known each other like...two months now. Maybe more than that, I'm not sure," he bit at his jeans lightly. "How is it possible that even though I knew hardly anything about you, I could trust you so easily, but you wouldn't with me even if I tell you practically everything-"
Fai crumpled a little. "I've...had a lot of time to become disenchanted with things, Kenya. Do you want me to tell you my life story? That would take weeks." He paused here, pressing his eyes shut. "I can't give you a time, Kenya-bunny. I'm new at this."
"I don't care about the past!" Kenya snapped out, instantly regretting it - face showing how much he was. "I-It's the future and now that matter...but..." he moved a hand to cover his eyes as more tears slid out, completely as an after effect of what he'd just said. His voice went incredibly quiet then, the words mumbled, "I-I don't know how much more I can take"
It was dead quiet. "...What do you want?"
"I don't want to be in the dark. I don't want you to keep how you're feeling, I don't want you to avoid anything" even though he stressed words his voice was quiet. Almost automatic as he stared at the darkness his hand had created.
Fai wondered if the sound his heart was making was audible. Silence stretched between them. "I can't promise you anything." His voice was taut, almost flat. "I can't..." he trailed off, biting his lip. He knew something like this would happen. He knew it from the start. So why the daemon had he gone ahead and gone after it? Why... He blinked, eyes suddenly stinging.
Kenya's hand tightened on his jeans at that, face pressing to his knees to hide the fact that his lip wibbled a bit then. He was numb. All over again.
"Kenya..." He doesn't look up. "I can only try." Fai's voice is quiet, hoarse. He's not used to expressing things like this, and it only seems to come out awkwardly.
"I know..." Kenya choked out, his body ached from how he was sat, but he didn't shift to change it. "It's not all your fault... I'm probably dragging too much into this. I'm...s-sorry."
Fai shook his head, eyes opening a sliver. "It's not your fault. You haven't had the experience to know how to deal with it." Yet another sigh. Fai turned and fixed his eyes on Kenya's face for the first time. "I'm sorry."
Kenya only squeezed his eyes shut tighter, not knowing what to do, how to react. Nothing. His teeth dug into his lip more, making the skin break and bleed.
Fai reached out slowly, gingerly, and brushed his fingers against Kenya's arm. "I don't...want it to hurt you any more."
Goosebumps slithered up along Kenya's arm at that, and he just tensed for a moment, forcing his body to calm. "Too late for that, isn't it?" he mumbled out, voice not bitter or anything, just...blank.
Fai slid over the rest of the space between them. "Any more than it already has," he exhaled. "We'll learn." A hope. A prayer? A promise.
Kenya didn't even twitch. Making no move to show that he was particularly affected. He just sat, making a small 'hmm' noise before curling up into himself more.
"Kenya?" He curled his fingers around Kenya's arm. "Kenya, you can't shut down every time I try and talk about these things." Hope and regret and fear settled heavily in his chest.
"...I feel guilty..." Kenya murmured, finally looking up, but not at him, as he finished. To stare blankly at the wall. "I...I doubt I'd be this bad if I didn't have the combination of it all."
"Why do you feel guilty?" He rubbed a thumb softly over Kenya's skin.
"I..." Kenya shut his mouth. "I can't say. It will hurt."
Fai let his hand trace down the other's arm. "It will hurt more later." His tone was light, but he meant it.
"Not necessarily," Kenya murmured, voice wry because it was possibly quite true. "I'm doing everything I can to keep it away..."
"Yes, silly. You'll just feel worse about it." He gently tapped Kenya on the head. "Isn't this what you were telling me not to do?"
Kenya looked twice as guilty at that. "But it'll make you trust me less. Even if I promise, you'll still trust me less..."
"Silly, you can't say that and expect me to try and do the opposite," he laughed. "It will hurt. But it'll get better. Happy bunnies heal all hurts."
Kenya stayed still for a moment. "Are you positive you want me to say?"
"Yes." The airy tone had a thread of steel running through it. Determination. He looked at Kenya's hands, tracing familiar paths along them, waiting for the worst.
Kenya bit his lip, tensing just in case, then instead of keeping his voice quiet he kept it steady. "...I've got a crush on Manabe" he said straight. No trying to swerve around it, just direct.
Fai blinked. That was all? He had been expecting Kenya to say that he wanted to separate or something of that nature. "Oh? And that bothers you?"
Kenya blinked at Fai's response, finally looking at him in surprise at how he just waved it off. Hurt. "Why wouldn't it bother me? I feel like I'm betraying you just by thinking about him-"
Fai smiled gently. "Love is...a difficult thing. It can be hard to separate different kinds of love from each other." He would know.
"..." Kenya shook his head, not saying anything, but he could tell the difference. At least with this. "I know I love you. I know I don't love him. It's just... there and I'm struggling to make it stop"
"There are different kinds of love." Fai leaned against Kenya. "Sometimes they run together. Which is why it can be hurtful to only listen to your 'heart'." He laughed a little. "Thank you for telling me." He meant it. It had been hard, and he knew that. "Is there anything I can do?" Fai looked at Kenya, searching for his eyes.
"...Oh" Kenya mumbled out, lip dripping a little blood that had gathered from earlier. Kenya shook his head. "I'm sorry I had to be a moron and get drunk to even think about telling you..." He closed his eyes, leaning into Fai a little. "Just hold me. Please?"
"Of course I'll hold you~" Fai slipped his arms around Kenya, pulling him close. "Of course." He leaned down and licked away the blood on Kenya's chin. There wasn't anything particularly sexual about the act, and it was comforting. "Always."
Kenya curled into him almost instantly, eyes fluttering, the water on his eyelashes tickling his cheeks a little as he just dropped into the other, burying his face in his neck. "Hey..." he started softly, not exactly sure how to ask.
Yes. This was how it was supposed to be. Fai held him close. "Yes?" he murmured into Kenya's hair.
Being like this... felt warm. Really, really warm. He let a small smile creep on his face, nestling into Fai a little more. "Can I ask... why... you..." he licked his lips, voice going quieter. "...your name?" He meant why are you using that but felt too awkward to say it properly. He peeked up at Fai, genuinely confused. If it hurt to think about it, why use the name of-
Fai actually froze, skin turning cold. It made sense for Kenya to ask, but...it...hurt. It hurt. It hurt. It was agonizing. Fai heard his name every day, but somehow...he tried to get around the lump in his throat. "Remembrance," he chocked out, everything in him screaming, begging to not talk about it.
Kenya only nodded, lips pressing to Fai's neck as some sort of grounding. "I'm sorry," he murmured softly, shifting to hug Fai back, arms wrapping around his neck, holding onto him. "I shouldn't have said anything but-"
There was no reply, other than a faint tightening of his arms around Kenya. It festered. He knew it, but he wasn't about to clean it out. It would be fixed...it would be fixed in the end. It would be alright.
Kenya nuzzled his lips over Fai a little, careful to not aggravate the cut he'd made earlier. One hand curled a little to thread into the hairs at the bottom of Fai's neck, shifting his body to hover over Fai's lap so the hugging would be easier.
Fai let his eyes close, breathing in the familiar scent of his bunny. Yes. It would be alright.
Kenya nuzzled the side of his face a little, hair tickling Fai's cheek a little. He wriggled closer, actually sitting on Fai's lap as his back started to hurt. "Love you," he murmured gently.
He was thawing. He knew it, and didn't know what to make of it. A hand went to card through Kenya's hair. "I know," he whispered. "Love you too."
Kenya pressed his lips along some patches of Fai's skin, up along his neck, jaw, cheek and ear. Just to give him affection.
Fai drank all of it up. His eyes slid closed and his muscles began to un-knot. Another sigh escaped his lips, though it was completely different from all the others.
Kenya smiled a little more as he slowly felt Fai un-tense. His tongue lightly flicked over the tip of Fai's ear, one hand loosening to dip under Fai's chin, rubbing the spot there as a comfort too.
Kenya was rewarded with a sleepy smile. Fai was perfectly content to just sit there; arms tangled around this maddening, lovely person and let him do what he wanted.
Slowly, Kenya let his head shift to rest against Fai's - his eyes closing upon instinct so they didn't go weird with the close proximity.
Fai made a soft, pleased noise, his own eyes already shut. Good bunny~" he hummed out.
"Mnnn~" Kenya hummed back, he pulled the hand on Fai's chin away to hold his face lightly, thumbs rubbing over his smooth cheeks.
Yes, that felt very nice, thank you. Fai leaned into the hand, all but purring.
Kenya smiled a little more, pulling back a little to watch Fai's reactions.
Fai's eyes cracked open and he peered at Kenya, smiling faintly.
"M'sorry I was an ass about everything," Kenya mumbled softly, one hand pulled away to gently trail his fingers over Fai's face, memorising it.
"It's alright." Fai tilted his face up under the fingers, kissing them gently when they traced over his lips.
Kenya's eyes fluttered at the feeling of lips on his sensitive skin, smiling a little more. "Mnnn" his eyes lidded a little, lovingly compared to the sad look earlier.
"I'm sorry that I gave you a reason to." His eyes were gentle, gazing fondly at the other.
"It's not your fault... really." Kenya melted a little at the look Fai was giving him, smiling back even more.
"Well." Where people supposed to be that radiant? Fai stuck out his tongue playfully.
NC-17 STARTS HEREISH.
Laughing softly, Kenya lent forward quickly, before he could take his tongue back, catching it with his mouth.
That got a surprised giggle (not that he was complaining). Fai's fingers knotted into Kenya's shirt of their own accord.
Unable to hold back a wider smile at that, Kenya just sucked lightly on the other's tongue, eyes closing slowly in concentration.
Fai certainly didn't mind. His eyes were nearly closed. Was Kenya always this beautiful? Yes. Yes he was. Little thrills ran down his throat.
Kenya hands slid back into Fai's hair again as he pressed his body closer, lightly brushing his teeth over the others tongue.
Fai let out a small noise, hands slipping under the hem of Kenya's shirt and exploring the soft skin. That was nice.
Kenya nipped Fai's tongue lightly at that - to be felt but not hurt. His back arched into the other's hands a little, hands in Fai's hair gripping a little tighter.
That drew a bit of a whimper. Fai arched a little and his heart began to thump. Nails scraped lightly down Kenya's back~
Breathing heavily already Kenya’s eyes fluttered as he sucked harder, his own tongue flicking over Fai's as he made a strangled noise, back pressing into Fai's nails for more.
Fai obliged, leaving little pink ribbons under the shirt. He tried to pull Kenya closer, wanting to hold onto him, wanting him close.
Kenya let out a small noise as their bodies connected closer, eyes squeezing shut as the stings of the scratches came though - a small whine/groan like noise leaking into Fai's mouth.
Fai swallowed the noise, feeling his skin ignite. He pulled his head forward, wanting more tug on his hair.
Kenya let out another noise at that, hand unconsciously tightening more in Fai's hair, tugging gently.
Fai's hands spread out, reviewing more of Kenya's skin. His eyes being to sting a little, which horrifies him and makes him cling more tightly Kenya.
Kenya let his hand drop to the top of Fai's back, clinging at the material of his shirt, overwhelmed as Fai clung onto him. He finally pulled his mouth away, panting a little already. "Fai?"
"Nnn?" Fai blinked up at him.
Breathing shakily for a moment Kenya flicked his tongue over his own bruised lips, before crushing them against Fai's.
Fai's eyes widened a little before closing, mouth opening automatically. He let out a noise, pleased at this turn of events.
Kenya shifted between kissing lovingly and aggressively, not giving Fai the time to get used to either before he switched. The hand not holding to the back of Fai's shirt drifted down along his chest, sliding up under material when it reached the hem.
Fai whimpered as Kenya's fingers touched his skin, a little overwhelmed at the sensation. He arched his back, wanting more of that. His own fingers dig into Kenya's back, clutching at.
The hand on the back of Fai's shirt slid down to tub the hem up, revealing pale, creamy skin to play with. But, he didn't tug it up enough to insist on pulling it off.
Fai shivered a little as his shirt went up, mouth demanding, pleading for more.
As soon as the shirt was half way up Kenya pulled his mouth away. He shifted back, away from Fai to drop onto the floor, mouth covering where his hand had been moments before.
That drew a gasp. Fai knotted his fingers into Kenya's hair, chest rising and falling rapidly. Kenya, Kenya, Kenya ran through his mind incessantly, ears tingling with the sound of Kenya's mouth on his skin.
Kenya's teeth nipped on a patch of skin of Fai's tummy, hands pushing up the material of his shirt a little more as his mouth moving higher, tongue finally curling around a nipple. He opened his eyes so they were half lidded, gaze fixed on Fai's.
Fai let out a strangled noise, and tugged on Kenya's hair. His breath caught in his throat at the hot, wet heat on his chest. Wide, blue eyes locked with Kenya's, the look on the other's face caused his heart to speed up yet again.
Kenya flicked his piercing of the nub, rubbing it there as one of his hands shifted so his fingers could play with Fai's pierced nipple, mouth humming around the one he was paying attention to.
Fai wriggled, eyes squeezing shut as pleasure teased through his body. He stroked Kenya's ear with a thumb, murmuring something incoherent.
Kenya only hummed more at that, teeth digging into the other's nipple slightly, tugging at the skin after as his fingers twisted the one they were working on, careful with the piercing.
Fai arched, pressing his head back against the couch. A small ribbon of obscenities escaped his lips, and he dug his fingers into Kenya's scalp.
Letting out a small smile Kenya scratched the skin near the hem of the shirt he'd tugged up, before he pulled back, hands reaching underneath to tug it over Fai's head.
Quick to be obliging, Fai lifted his arms over his head, shivering.
Kenya slid his fingers up along Fai's skin on the way up, tugging the top off and threw it up over the back of the couch, mouth attaching to his collarbone, sucking there before licking a trail up to the point under Fai's chin.
Fai reinstated his hands under Kenya's shirt, feeling and scraping and twisting. A mewling noise fell from his mouth as Kenya's tongue hit That Spot, and his mind went momentarily blank. He didn't realize quite how hard he was digging into Kenya's back with his nails.
Not like Kenya minded his back being scraped. His teeth nipped and tugged at Fai's sensitive spot, hands exploring his chest, nails scratching the skin a little. "I love you," he whispered against Fai's skin, tonguing the spot with his piercing. How metal rubbing there.
Fai jerked a little, nails dragging crimson ribbons down Kenya's back. He hissed, a rather creative phrase overwhelming his attempt to apologize.
Kenya's eyes shut at that, a small whine/choked noise escaping into Fai's skin as he felt a trickle of blood on his back. Carefully, he dug his teeth in a little, sucking on the skin there as he kept rubbing his piercing against the skin.
Fai pulled a hand away from Kenya, looking at the red clouds on his fingertips through a haze of sensation. "B-bunny?" He tried to keep his eyes from rolling back in his head.
Kenya didn't even reply, just moved a free and to dip down, fingers working at the fastenings to Fai's pants - actually biting down on that spot this time.
Fai gasped and brought his fingers to his lips, tongue darting out and licking at the red drops as his stomach knotted from Kenya's Attentions.
A few moments later, Fai's pants were unfastened, Kenya moved his mouth down so he could watch better as he pulled Fai's hips up to tug them down.
In an attempt to be helpful, Fai arched up, lifting up from the couch. His breathing was erratic, and his eyes were darkening as he looked down at Kenya, all sorts of emotions flicking unbidden over his face.
Licking his lips Kenya tugged them down quickly, the material at Fai's feet then off almost instantly. He threw them over the back of the couch too, mouth moving to a thigh, biting down on the skin, marking.
Fai clutched at the couch, fingers digging into the cushions. "Kenya--" he panted, toes curling up just a little. Swearing, he spread his legs wider, writhing at the teeth digging into his skin.
Kenya's gaze flickered up to Fai's, dark, intense. "Mnnn?" he hummed out, sucking on the skin he'd bitten at. Slowly, sensually, he licked up along the others skin, one hand rubbing circles on Fai's inner thigh.
"D-don't stop," he gasped, struggling to keep his eyes open. Sweat began to bead on his skin, body unable to keep the sensation, the PLEASURE in.
Kenya shook his head at that. "M'not going to-" he breathed out, working up Fai's skin to tug at the hem of his boxers with his teeth, nails digging into both of Fai's inner-thighs, leaving crescent marks on the skin.
That elicited a choked, mewling noise from Fai. He felt like his veins were filled with fire or electricity or magic or fucking liquid sex--every touch was a pleasure and a torture.
Of course, Kenya wasn't as mean as Fai could be at times. He moved his hands up along his skin to start tugging that material down, also. Mouth kissing over every inch of skin revealed.
Fai CLAWED at the couch, wriggling and sweating. He felt wound up a lot more quickly than usual. He supposed that he was just feeling needy, but fuck he wanted more.
When the boxers were off (and also thrown off the couch - good job he'd locked the door earlier) Kenya's hands pulled Fai closer, nuzzling his cheek over Fai's thigh for a moment, glancing up at him before his hand wrapped around him, stroking slowly but tightly.
Fai likes that best, when Kenya nuzzles his thigh or his hip right before--he moaned.
Teeth dug into his already bloody lip at that, his hazed eyes stuck on Fai's face. His beautiful, gorgeous face. With a breathy noise he shifted, one hand pinning his down as his tongue slid over the tip, hand still stroking.
He flat-out writhed at that. His heart was pounding in his ears, and he cold almost fancy that he could hear Kenya's too. Sweat dribbled into his eyes, but he didn't notice. He moaned out Kenya's name, not because he had anything to say, but because the wanted to say it. He liked it in his mouth at times like this.
Kenya pinned Fai's hips down with both hands, sinking his mouth down onto the other with a faint moan, more because of Fai's reactions and how he said his name than anything. His eyes closed, lashes fluttering against skin as he sucked.
He tried to not jerk, really, he did. Fai couldn't help bucking up a little against the restraining hands, though. A stream of foreign gibberish flew from his mouth as Kenya took him in and then began to do his magic.
Kenya made a 'mph' noise as Fai tried to buck up, his nails dug into Fai's hips, keeping him restrained as he sucked harder, moving his mouth up and down a little.
Fai tossed his head back, golden hair sticking to his face. "K-kenya--" He felt as though he might die--he was approaching the edge so quickly.
Kenya made the mistake of glancing up, almost choking as he took in the sight that was Fai. He didn't stop though, on the contrary, he slid his tongue along Fai as he pulled up, humming on the way down - only sucking harder to try and drive Fai crazy with want.
Whatever he was doing, it was working. Fai was coming to the brink ridiculously quickly. Everything about it made his insides scream with want. A hand reached out shakily, scraping gently down Kenya's ear.
Teeth. Kenya's teeth scraped along lightly at that, his body trembling a little as he forced himself to concentrate on the task at ...mouth. He did moan though, adding a vibration as he rubbed his tongue, his piercing along slowly, mouth moving quicker.
Fai was nearly completely gone. "K-kenya---" He trembled; he was going to come in Kenya's mouth if he didn't let him go NOW.
Shaking his head ever-so-slightly Kenya squeezed his eyes shut, forcing his gag reflex back as much as he could in case, sucking harshly - flicking his tongue over the tip once before continuing again.
Fai didn't try to hold it back any further, and the world went completely white.
Letting his nails dig into Fai's skin more, Kenya squeezed his eyes shut, quickly and finally successfully swallowing. When he finally pulled back he was panting for breath, trying to wiggle back a little to sort himself out.
Fai blinked, listening to Kenya as the world pieces itself back together. He felt...so good.
Kenya bit onto his arm as he finally managed to touch himself, eyes peeking up to look up at the flushed and spent other, groaning at the sight of him.
Fai cracked his eyes open, looking over at Kenya, stomach twisting a little as he watched, too spent to do much else.
Kenya let his teeth dig into his upper lip, not daring to try it with his lower one; his hand twisted a little, making him let out a choking noise and move it quicker, close to the edge already.
Fai rolled his neck a little, doing his best to appear fuckable and dominated to help his friend out.
Kenya just shut his eyes after that, making a muffled noise as he tipped over the edge, panting into his arm breathlessly.
Fai reached out and ruffled Kenya's hair fondly. He didn't know about Kenya, but he certainly felt better.
Kenya just flopped against the couch, knowing he needed...uh tissues and clean clothing now. But he couldn't move. "Fuck," he muttered softly, eyes shutting sleepily. Hopefully one day that would be cured.
"Mmm," Fai hummed in agreement. He'd get up and. Get some tissues in a minute...
Kenya pressed his face into the couch more, trying to calm his erratic breathing.
Fai ruffled his hair lazily, slumping down on the couch.
"Can't move..." Kenya muttered, voice muffled due to the material in front of his face.
That earned him at fond giggle. "Kenya-bunny tired himself out, ne~?"
Kenya let out a small laugh at that. "You didn't get to watch you," he hummed out, peeking up at Fai with a soft smile.
Fai ginned and tugged gently on his hair. "I'll get some tissues~"
"Mnnn," was the only response Fai received for that. Kenya did twist a little so his cheek was on the couch instead though.
Fai wobbled over to the kitchen, naked as the day he was born and returned, clutching a box of them.
Kenya licked his lips at that, admiring his body just because.
Fai knelt (the action was too graceful to be called a 'flop') down next to Kenya and pulled out a tissue.
Kenya flushed, hand going to take it so he could sort himself out.
Fai leant out, pecking a kiss on the palm of his hand and moved to do it himself.
Kenya only flushed even more at that - his soiled hand getting another tissue to clean itself. Ew.
Fai does his best to clean up~ He liked the idea of taking care of his bunny.
Kenya leant into him, even if it was dgndkjhnk and embarrassing.
Fai kissed his cheek affectionately as he finished. "Thank you."
Kenya squeezed the eye closest to the kiss shut, letting the skin there tinge pink. "It's... alright."
Fai hummed against this lovely blush, all warm and content.
Kenya laughed softly, snuggling into the other.
/End.