I feel like crap
I tried to post this around 8 but just couldn't! So here goes.
Well, I suspect I am now getting thrush or something in my left boob!! IT HURTS when my shirt touches my nipple!!! OMG, and can feel the hotdog effect under the skin tenderness. And when Lilly latches on I want to throw her across room it hurts so bad! God is so good for holding my hand thru this, cuz I am in pain and Doug is on the way back from Axis Alabama, so he can't help w/kids, or hold my hand while I cry. My 10yo is awesome! She sat there and covered me up w/a blanket cuz I was one big goose bump, took care of me so well. Sat with me while I cried and ouched thru nursing Lilly on the owie boob in a funny position. 6yo was great too, put socks on my iceberg feet, got me ice water, stood behind the recliner and rubbed my head, and brought me a warmed up on the vent blanket. 4 yo had passed out asleep. That's ok, less people to see me have a bad moment.
Doug took the van and we couldn't find my keys yesterday to go get it!! Tells me on the cell phone that I should be more careful. I reminded him that he moved the van Monday evening to get the gate open to back yard. So I rummage thru his pants in the basket, NOPE no keys. He thinks maybe he set them down to do what we were doing w/gate and didn't take them out of the van!! UGH
Then I now get a fever! Arms & feet feel like they are in ice buckets and all the muscles in back are tight, and back of head feels achy, ears stuffed w/cotton or something. DRUGS where are they, Ibprofin is my best friend ohhh yeah?
Going to curl up w/a book and nurse Lilly upside down to get this whatever it is to not back up any worse.
OK update 11:10pm here now and I watched saved Lost and Starting Over from today/tonight, while trying to stop shivering. Lilly fell asleep and did a good job of making most of the boob stop hurting but I do not want to nurse on that side again though I know I will have to here soon, she woke up!
Send love and prayers and good mommy vibes this way. They will be felt!