i was freaking out about this stupid notebook that i couldnt find in which i had written a lot of stuff that i didnt really want to be unaccounted for and guess where it was! UNDER MY STUPID MATTRESS. i am such an idiot. it is pretty pointless for me to keep paper journals anyway because i eventually burn just about everything i write in them. ( Read more... )

( this is beautiful )

Take a look into some big grey eyes and ask yourself you wanna make 'em cry ( Read more... )

HOW DID I NOT KNOW THAT THIS SONG EXISTS ( Read more... )

also, i need to read poetry again (not by the same 4 or 5 poets with whom i am obsessed) and give meaning to things that already have it. i wish that the one credit poetry class at smith weren't so stupid. weekly exposure would be so nice! maybe i should organize a poetry reading club and you can only come if you are really dramatic and promise ( Read more... )

sometimes i really really hate it here.
i want to throw up on smith college.

the moon is so beautiful right now; i can hardly stand it. the weather in general this week has just been crazy!

i am lonely, and that is stupid.

I HATE ARNOLD SCHWARZENEGGER

"Mr. Williams has always maintained his innocence of the four murders, and the governor said in a statement this afternoon that 'without an apology and atonement for these senseless and brutal killings, there can be no redemption.'"

Stanley Williams asked for clemency and THAT was his response.
good god.

i have just printed off my application to go to senegal! i cant wait to fill this sucker out! just reading it gives me a thrill. all of the classes are taught in french! hopefully i will have a senegalese accent, which is absolutely the prettiest (of the accents i have heard...haha). the idea of going abroad is my fuel for getting through this ( Read more... )

this has been a good season for the ladies! a woman president in liberia a while ago and now maybe one in chile! yes!