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No more questions,
There aren't any answers.
I thought I loved you,
I found I was falling so hard,
I almost killed myself by drowning in my fears
Of loosing myself
It was only a crush they said.
I wanted to run so fast into your arms
I hit the wall of reality first
I wanted to be the one
but stopped dead in my tracks
and realized she was the one
There had to be another one
Because I wasn't good enough
Kicked to the curb
I watched from afar
I see a girl
She's distant and lost
She doesn't know the answers
She'll be gone soon
To another place
To make a mockery of herself
Be the clown like always
Smiling on the outside
and Crying on the inside
Nobody understood her
She just kept drifting by
Telling half the story
And keeping half to herself
She couldn't give her all
As much as she wanted to
She wanted to be the girl of your dreams
but knew just like all the rest
you'd turn the other cheek
She had been hurt too many times before
She cared too much
She understood the routine
She couldn't breathe
The salty tears rolled down her face
And down to her shattered heart, she was the only one that could wipe them away
She realized the world wasn't at fault.
She was her own enemy
She had no identity
She lost herself
Her fears were coming true
Her dreams were fading away
She couldn't answer the questions
because she didn't have the answers
She couldn't expect others to understand
If she couldn't explain them to herself first.
She only knew one thing for sure
She was the one at fault.
She had to change
For others to understand
For her to understand and save herself.
I reached out to her
She reached out to me,
And we found,
we were one in the same.
I was looking for myself....