Weak
Title: Weak
Author: weixiao1619
Pairing: Jongkey
Rating: G
Disclaimer: Don't own.
Weak
it's because of this thing.
"You never told me."
"Never told what?"
"That. Her. You know?"
"I did. You never listened. "
"I did. But I can't."
"Now what Key?! You're being like this again? Stop being emotional. I'm already fucked up with those haters."
"'Coz it's your fault."
"Then what do you want me to do? Hide my feelings and regret when Se Kyung's got another?"
Well, he had to shut up. Key had to shut up. It was seen that Jonghyun was trying to restrain his anger and all he had to do was to bug him. But he wasn't, he never,
He couldn't explain it.
All this time, he had been the prominent member of SHINee. He had been the loud, strongest (emotionally), and was considered as the 'diva' of the group. He applied those terms literally as he went through his journey in the group SHINee. But right now, he was
weak.
Unable to show the Key that was known by the people before. He know he was being dumb but who cares? He wanted to pour his feelings. He wanted to show what's really in his heart right now. His hurt and he won't deny it. He was bugging Jonghyun but he didn't care. He find Jonghyun dense, he find him stupid. But he couldn't tell the reason why. It's just that he couldn't.
It's not that he was being a coward. It's because he have lots of emotions running through his mind. He felt like crying, he felt like shouting, he felt like strangling someone, he felt like dying, he felt that he wanted to be happy but he couldn't, he was in urge of being optimistic but he couldn't.
SHINee's Jonghyun is officially dating Shin Se Kyung.
Well, think straight. Well, he couldn't.
He wasn't sure how to react about all of these things, he had to tell a white lie: "He and I are just bandmates" Though we could be more than that relationship. The other members were extraordinarily quiet about his answer. He just shrugged and walked off quietly.
And there he is now, right in there very room bugging him about the things that shouldn't be spoken right at this very situation. People are bashing the couple, and people were talking about him, trying to ease the pain in his heart. He knew he should be comforting Jonghyun right at this time but he can't. It would be really alright to calll him selfish but he doesn't care, he couldn't just the do the comforting issue. Why?
It's because when he tries to do so, it's hurting him more than he is now.
-FIN-
P.S. Okay, so i finished the first one, I'm planning to write more. If it seems rushed, well sorry, 'coz it really is. I'm sad about the whole thing. I'm pretty sure you're also. (I won't write any emoticon right now)