darling,

i see the world in a swirl of hues, but my favorite color is shame. tonight the sky is painted melancholy and the wind sings songs as if it would lament some tragedy on the far side of the world. i am i and the world is a woman from who i must take, take, take. in an act of lust, no, in an act of pride and i am damned, but can i be saved? ( Read more... )

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ex·plo·sion - 1. A release of mechanical, chemical, or nuclear energy in a sudden and often violent manner with the generation of high temperature and usually with the release of gases. 2. A violent bursting as a result of internal pressure. 3. The loud, sharp sound made as a result of either of these actions.

i feel like exploding...

today was a good day. pat took me to work. he let me borrow the first between the buried and me cd and another converge cd to burn. it was just me and kevin tonight closing. someone donated a bow and we tried to make an arrow with a hanger and a screwdriver. we were unsuccessful. i work tomorrow, sunday, monday, and tuesday. here's two more black ( Read more... )

no o.c. tonight. here's me in black & white (part uno):

exhibit a: me in all my great qualities.


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today was a good day. got through school: awake! nothing really new except that i have finalized my decsion on dropping out of school. there is nothing more that i hate than that goddamn building full of idiotic, heartless people and the dimwitted staff (with a few exceptions.) you can say "what a waste of eleven years" of my life, but really i've ( Read more... )

woke up and went to work at 8 only to find that i worked at 4:30. went home. watched slackers. went back to work. slow day. tested out a new keyboard with kevin. saw anthony and lindsay. organized wares. played rock, paper, scissors against kevin for our jobs. "borrowed" a record needle. home. the o.c. midnight walking. soon, bed. goodnight lovers ( Read more... )

jon and i have come up with the name of our record label. lions and tigers and bears recordings. kind-of-a nod to our love of the film industry and the wizard of oz. we're hoping to specialize in hardcore, expiermental, and even indie. right now this is all on drawing board. nothing starts til' the summer, so if there's anybody out there interested ( Read more... )

today in school we had this test thing called an sri, and the point of the test is to see what reading level you are. the highest possible score for the test is 1500. my score was 1470. i was kinda stoked, because that's a pretty high score, lol.

so, i almost died today. literally. so, one of the adult employees tells me to unstack this one box ( Read more... )

trust me

I

would

build
      for you...