on distractions
You know what this is? This is me NOT doing things I'm supposed to be doing because all I can think about is when Netflix is going to send out the next disc of Supernatural. Argh.
Subject: Dean Winchester
Topic: Sam Winchester
Theme: Fraternity
Statement: Look, I know he’s a grown-ass man, but I can't help it - he'll always be little to me. Even if he's got a gun in his hands, or he's being an ass, or if he's something else - something other … It’s just - when I look at him I still see big eyes under a ridiculous haircut, that irritating pout, that stupid happy smile. Sometimes, I dunno, I feel like I'm losing him, like he's slipping away, like something's stealing him from me - but he’s still mine, my brother, my Sammy, and I ain't about to let go without a fight.
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and what the hell is the format here, i don't even. nnngh. WHY DO I WRITE THINGS, THEY ONLY MAKE ME INSANE.
Subject: Dean Winchester
Topic: Sam Winchester
Theme: Fraternity
Statement: Look, I know he’s a grown-ass man, but I can't help it - he'll always be little to me. Even if he's got a gun in his hands, or he's being an ass, or if he's something else - something other … It’s just - when I look at him I still see big eyes under a ridiculous haircut, that irritating pout, that stupid happy smile. Sometimes, I dunno, I feel like I'm losing him, like he's slipping away, like something's stealing him from me - but he’s still mine, my brother, my Sammy, and I ain't about to let go without a fight.
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and what the hell is the format here, i don't even. nnngh. WHY DO I WRITE THINGS, THEY ONLY MAKE ME INSANE.