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[wellmystars]

I know I haven’t written in this journal for a long, long time, but I’ve had reasons. I’ve been distracted with other things, the main one being Ryan. I don’t even know how to describe whats going around in my mind, since its all a blur

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[vinylcookie]

perhaps ryan is simply ignoring you to try and get over his own feelings for you? maybe he's scared of getting hurt? i don't know, i'm not really in a position to judge. but i know that's what some people do... people seem to think time and distance will deminish their feelings for someone and solve everything. but i often find that it does the complete opposite - you begin to miss each other even more and the feelings you had grow even stronger.

well that's my experience of the last few months anyway.
and thankfully, now, i'm with the person i longed for :)

i think you and ryan are both genuine, amazing people,
i really hope things work out for the two of you xx

[wellmystars]

thats a good point.i never knew things like this were so hard/complicated. im glad things have worked out for you. (:

thankyou very much ^_^

[anonymous]

You hurt him like hell, that's the answer. The follow up, the talking/kissing and jeezelouise, drugtaking, probably made him confused. Why wouldn't he question your genuine feelings?

You said: "How can someone do that to someone they supposedly care deeply about?"

I think you need to ask that of yourself, little Ms Dangle Love in the Air and Take It Back Again.

[wellmystars]

I apologised. You think I'm not sorry for how I acted? I never did anything intentional to hurt him.

You are making it out like this was some sick scheme I thought up, that's bullshit. No one can completely know what went on between myself and Ryan but me and him. Listening to one side of an argument is just that; one-sided.

So get over yourself. And atleast have the guts to post your name, you coward.

"little Ms Dangle Love in the Air and Take It Back Again"

...Right.

[sineadynady]

How can you possibly judge what happened in a relationship you were not part of??.

I don't believe it is reasonable to completely ignore a person even if they have been hurt. The fact that Jen wanted to try and make a relationship work and then to be ignored is just not on.

And in the future if you want to make your thoughts known, as you obviously do, don't hide behind an anonymous post.

[wellmystars]

Thankyou Sineady *heart*