ahh no, i promise i have been reading them. honestly- im sorry..but i kind of have found myself on this up and down ride..where one minute i feel inspired to just go on with my life..and then others i just crash.
i know i sound completely idiotic..and im sorry-its disrespectful..i just..i dont have an excuse..i didnt plan on doing things like that ever again...im sorry-really. but i cant seem to grab a hold of myself. i dont want u to feel sorry for me? you know? i really dont.
i dont have much to say other than sorry-but i know that gets old after awhile.
you need to go to the link i gave you before. MDMA is very rarely pure. speed is a pretty common substitute, and there's no way in hell you want to do speed. the jury's still out on X, some people will tell you that you're melting your brain, others will claim it has no serious physical side effects. but, if you consider the likelihood of taking heroin, speed, coke, ketamine, dxm, or any combination of the above, X becomes a bit less attractive.
i'm not going to tell you what to do. i'm not you. i don't know who you are, what you're going through, what you want, etc. i'd just like you to understand what risks are involved with taking what you think is MDMA. you might consider getting a testing kit, or sending a sample of your batch into the lab.
the likelihood of having heroin (or even coke for that matter) in your pills is highly unlikely, why would someone make a pill using a more expensive drug? they usually put like caffeine, ephedrine or other cheap stimulants in it if anything.
so -- call me .. 561-706-1055. I miss you -- we should talk and catch up. I don't go on livejournal too too often.. or im me CaitlynD11.
I know this is kinda random since we haven't talked in a couple years- - but I was thinkin about you and wondering what you were up to.. so give me a call or something!! I really do miss you. take care of yourself.
i am sorry we didnt get to meet up! i wasnt in orlando until this last past thursday heh. i would have been fun though! however, you should add my personal journal and i'll add you back! ♥
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i know i sound completely idiotic..and im sorry-its disrespectful..i just..i dont have an excuse..i didnt plan on doing things like that ever again...im sorry-really. but i cant seem to grab a hold of myself. i dont want u to feel sorry for me? you know? i really dont.
i dont have much to say other than sorry-but i know that gets old after awhile.
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i'm not going to tell you what to do. i'm not you. i don't know who you are, what you're going through, what you want, etc. i'd just like you to understand what risks are involved with taking what you think is MDMA. you might consider getting a testing kit, or sending a sample of your batch into the lab.
if you'd like to talk, you know how to reach me.
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I know this is kinda random since we haven't talked in a couple years- - but I was thinkin about you and wondering what you were up to.. so give me a call or something!! I really do miss you. take care of yourself.
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