Anticipate

[weltschmerzed]

Something my new neighbor-friend and I talked about last week is what he calls "the illusion of an alternate better life." That's the cynicism in your head that says if you had just turned left, instead of right, none of the bad things that followed would have

Comments

[weltschmerzed]

I know. That's what makes it such a bitch. So much of oneself gets wasted on the wrong, and all you can think about is how unnecessary it all was.

I pretend went back in time to tell myself some stuff... and there was definitely a defiant past-me, not believing current-me. But some of it, I think I could drill in if I threw in enough shocking blows.