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wow i am a bitch. why did i lead him on? why did i say yes? wow big mistake. damn it now i have to pay for it. hm whats worse...having him hate me for the rest of my life.. or hating myself for being stuck with him? mmm i guess one more person hating me wont be too bad... :( and now the canadians are soon to leave... i'll miss simon, chris, all of ( Read more... )

i dont hate him. if anything i hate myself more than i hate him. i like thinking back on our memories. like the first time we met. it was at java jazz. we were both there to see great funk society. i remember wanting to talk to him so much after we were introduced to each other. then that night after talking online for along time... we ended up ( Read more... )

funny how you think you know someone ... but you dont. they'll lie to your face. they'll stay you in the back. and then they'll complain about someone else doing it to them. well [boy] you get what you deserve.

on a brighter note...
RUSSEL's movie is going to be "da bomb" zombies are neat.

i dedicate this to ones who despise me. look if you have a problem with my journal or just me in general then stop reading my damn journal. i mean come on really. no one is forcing you to read this so please if you have a problem with this than just leave.
but hay other than that damn i feel great

hm funny thing... i love it when random people end up on my random lists...like my life journal friends list... yeah and then that random person writes about me... yeahhhhh. so im thinking to myself you know taylor.. not too many people like you. yeah well they can just shove it. im sorry that im brutally honest. im sorry that.. oh wait im not

brigade ball...
dress-check
shoes-check
purse-ehhh
limo-check
friends-check
date-<3 brad face

silly little school girl alert

today i did something very awesome. i re-opened RUSSEL VAN K's mind back up to the world of live journals. look you emo kids who might be dissapoined by this "post".. not everything in life has to be sad or displeasing. geeze you kids are always crying about something. sheeshhh. a wise man once said something like "the world is hot pockets" and ( Read more... )

"are you ok?"
no i cant ask that... obviously something is wrong

"how are things at home?"
no i cant ask that... what if [his] problems have nothing to do with his homelife

"did you want to talk about something?"/"is something on your mind?"
no no no

please [boy] talk to me.
*damn my character*

so im not the only kid with problems. i never thought i was. reading is dangerous. i've never even seen her mom or have i. she has so many friends. [girl] must be unhappy. im happy. hate is beautiful. i hope [girl] knows she is beautiful.

*pictures make me sad*