please disreguard the appearance of my LJ... jenn and i made a poor attempt at trying to change it today. i think i may have cried a lil when i noticed that "blue and Yellow" by the used was no longer up on my background :( **tears inserted here** lol. oh well thursday was supposed to be on my background right now. but umm that doesnt seem to be ( Read more... )

so0o0o last night was so straight... nough sed :) hahaha
my throat hurts.. hmmm. <-- hahah jenn. yeah so last night me and jenn hung out. and well umm.. haha yeah. ill just leave it as that. my sis had prom last night .. she looked gorgeous and martin (her date) look SOOOOOO HANDSOME! ah i wanna go to prom.. good thing im forcing jon or tj to take ( Read more... )

ME:"hey mom can i sleep over jenn's tonight?"
The Mexican: "u can go once u lose that fat of urs.. lose some weight then maybe ill let u go out"

aww wow thanx mom :) i hate you

im trapped living in the body of someone who i despise. someone i hate for so many things.
someone who i cant escape.
Someone who i wish would change,
but who i also know never will.

*only cool kids catch horrible colds in the summer ( Read more... )

so although i think i've been feeling better and happier, i still think about leaving this earth. i still dont want to be alive.But i have my days where im just so thrilled and thankful that im still here.eh i dunno. today when i was sitting in math class,i had a sudden urge to throw myself against the wall.I really wanted to cry also, for some ( Read more... )

so last night was fun me and jenn went out.. and well just look at the song title of mine above this. i think that should explain the rest hahah.good shit.yeah so josh got home yesterday. might be hanging out with him tammi and damon. if all goes well that is. umm today i had to go to rhode island for my uncle's memorial service. he died in march ( Read more... )

*bottled up inside are the words i never said ( Read more... )

just got back from the baseball game. unfortunetly the boys lost to wachusett. me and jenn almost got eaten alive by mosquitos. we survived. so0o0o ummm yeah i worked my magic and within a week they were together. yep u can refer to me as Dr.Love from now on :) you kids owe me :) haha jp. so0oo0o yeah i suck at life cuz im a stupid single bitch who ( Read more... )

so0o0o i just got back from the lacross game. it was dec but very uncomfy cuz i was wearing a dress. yes everyone i karina wore a dress. dont hate on it.lol. yeaH SO I saw mr.onenight there. hes a cutie,...pointed him out to jenn. she thought so also.I have this biology brochure projec thingy that i was gonna have tj do for me since ive dont a ( Read more... )