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i hate being ugly
i hate never being good enough
i hate never being pretty enough
i hate being who i am
i hate doing the things i do
i hate pretending that everything is okay when i kno it isnt
i hate looking in the mirror
i hate dressing the way i do
i hate looking the way i do
i hate being an alcoholic<-kinda ( Read more... )

today was dec..just like neother i guess. out of nowhere in class i just got so unbelievable horny. hahaha. sorry just thought i should share that with u all. but this weekend she be dec. im pumped i guess. gonna spend quality time with the boys more than likely. um karina got a rose today. not sure from who tho. ummm if its from sean.. im gonna ( Read more... )

umm yea who's goin to warp tour? ME! mwahahah. ur all jealous! i guess goin to that will make up for my not being able to go see brand new,thursday<3,coheed,and rufio in april.im pumped,even tho its about 6 months from now.lol. i dunno why.. but i had the biggest urge to go out and walk/run. and thats exactly wut i did.. in 40 degree weather lol. i ( Read more... )

yea so today was wikid fucking weird. i dunno why either. it was just one of those wikid weird days that never seem to end. school went be so freakin slow too. i usually enjoy school.. but today i just wanted to get the fuck out. im realli irritated and i dont know why either. pisses me off. im in a realli weird mood too.. wut the fuck is happening ( Read more... )

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How? How could he do it? He must not have had a heart. He was a heartless fool to have torn you apart. You're the definition of beauty, I guess he was blind. How could someone with the ability to see, break the heart of such a beautiful girl like you? He was probably deaf too. I'm sure that if he'd ever heard that voice of yours, that voice that ( Read more... )

yea so last night was okay. other than the fact that a lil 45LB 5 year old jumped on my back. mind u that my back has been killing and slowly crippling me for the past month or so. i started to cry lol. im so irritated right now its insane. and the most irritating part about it is that i dont know why!i cant sit still. aahh i dont wanna go to ( Read more... )

yea so this morning i was told that a good friend of the family was thrown in jail for dealing weed. he had like fucking 2000 LB's of it. U MEXICANS ARE FUCKING CRAZY!!! psh. good thing my family isnt all abotu that shizzz. DAMN TAMMI! THERE GOES OUR PLANS FOR MEXICO! haha. yea well tonight i have to babysit. im not realli in the mood for it but ( Read more... )

i have one word to say to all u readers of mine.TABU!, it is my new way of life/word. for example, i had a killer taco last night.. it was so =fucking TABU! if i hear any of u crazy motherfuckers using my tabu(besides tammi ofcurse) i will go so rip shit on ur ass to the point that im..TABU! hahahah o man theres a nice inside joke behind that with ( Read more... )