jeremiah left this afternoon again for training in chesapeake and he won't be home until friday. i went to the grocery store and bought food like a single person. single serving this, a 6 pack of pop tarts a half gallon of milk. it's cheaper to be single, i think. i also got a strawberry car freshener because i will be super girly and make my ( Read more... )

last night i went to virginia beach at 10pm with a few friends and walked in the damp sand wearing a business suit. being near the ocean always brings me back to who i really am; my hair immediately curls and my makeup inevitably runs off and as i stand in the surf feeling the sand being sucked out from under my feet i remember that deep down ( Read more... )

i'm feeling more trapped than i did the day before my wedding i really really REALLY want to go to tibet. tanzania. turkey. some place that doesnt end with -ichmond or -inia. or -inia -ch. or -lottesville. because these are the only places i go. i am going to kentucky this weekend but ironically i've been there so often it sort of feels like home.

what does it mean when you doubt reality because it doesn't hurt like it used to ( Read more... )

here's what i think about while i'm procrastinating ( Read more... )

sometimes i think that i stay so busy because if i stay still for a second or more this malaise settles on me like some weird volcanic ash and then i become pretty much useless for a while. [its too quiet in here and i'm feeling a bit trapped ( Read more... )

by some freakish, odd, magnificant, wonderful happinstance, BOTH yes i tell you BOTH of my classes tonight are a-cancell-ed. Do you know what that means? DO YOU KNOWWWWW WHAT THAT MEANS!!!! good, cause i dont realluy know what to do either. so i thought i would make a list ( Read more... )

i used to think forever was something people said and meant, but now i think i think about definitions too much ( Read more... )

What time are you starting this?: 12:37 pm ( Read more... )

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