I'm back. With a vengence. Apologies for missing in action, but its nothing worth mentioning about. But looking forward to a positive look at life and people who are worth our every effort to be friends ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is the big day. A challenge. An obstacle. A suicide some would say. But whatever it is. Its a new day. Its for a better tomorrow. Its a new challenge. All 21 km of it.

Felt like calling. But its better to let you enjoy your evening. 11/12th Sept will be the day I remember as the most disappointing day in my life.

New life. New goals. New ( Read more... )

You are a hopeless romantic, Your alwayz looking
for love and always prepared to fall. You know
the right one for you is out there, waiting for
you to find them......

Do You Beleive in Love
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I'm really trying to make sense of what I am feeling here. This is not a depressing moment, but definitely a challenging one. On what level is my mind sane enough to make sense of what I am doing. This is a challenge, and to appreciate the other characteristics of the people who are around me. You stand there in times for other people, but no one ( Read more... )

Classes finshed at 11am this morning. The lesson was brief, workshops was somewhat challenging, and of course, snacks were just.. snacks. Met shufen for lunch and had a great time talking to her, although it has always mostly been the same topics. But we got to learn more from each other with regards to lessons learnt, and heartbreaks. And yeah, ( Read more... )

Can't imagine I picked up the phone and called so many people today... There's shufen, joy, carolyn, (aunt called), adrienne, andrea, celeste, regina and lastly lena. Don't think I missed out anyone.. Spent the whole time talking from almost 8 till 12.30am. Now my ear's are buzzing a little. Mom even knocked on the door, "Its 12 already, not going ( Read more... )

Have patience with all things, but chiefly have patience with yourself. Do not lose courage in considering your own imperfections but instantly set about remedying them -- every day begin the task anew. - Francis de Sales

Today was another early day, waking up early due to the biological clock already set from a long time ago. Did my usual routine ( Read more... )

I went to meet you. You wanted to have fun. I went home disappointed. You said sorry. Did you mean it?

I hoped that you will be more initiative. You didn't call. You wanted to wait for the right time. When will it be the right time? You just left me waiting.

I called, there is no response, not even a reply or sms. I waited. You just wanted to sleep ( Read more... )

I can't sleep wandering if your decisions were intentional. I convinced myself that you needed to sleep early, hence you turned off your phone, but when i last tried, I managed to call through, but it was already too late, I didn't want to wake you. Am I really not worth it anymore? Everytime I try to be initiative, knowing the costs of the efforts ( Read more... )

A Gentle Answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger. - Proverbs 15:1

Its the end of the day, finished class at 4pm, and just breezed through suntec city, stoning, waiting for time to go grandma's place for dinner. Haven't visited her for a long time since Chinese New Year. Bought some chicken over for dinner and had a sumptious meal. ( Read more... )