This song is exactly whats going on in my life.
"i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real

the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything

what have i become?

my sweetest friend

everyone i know

goes away in the end

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So today is my last day of high school.
What a crazy fucking time in my life.
spin some more.
Everyone takes this time to reflect...
But i wont, cause when I reflect, the bad out weighs the good a lot of the time.
but I will say I'm thankful for the people who stuck by me through all of this.
ben,
& stacey.
and brittany.

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Nick wrote me the cutest letter ever.
He loveeees me.
hes the shit cause...

IM GETTING A PUPPY CAUSE HES AWESOME. :)
a shar-pei!

I dont have time to update effiently but i had to cause im excited.

Im sick of conclusions. 3 days left till I'm outta this bitch! WOOO ( Read more... )

I DONT KNOW HOW TO DEAL
WITH THIS ANYMORE
SO IVE TAKEN UP STARING IN SPACE

pathetic.

get it together.

( stuff and a quiz I stole from RAERAE! )

Now youre gone, and Im so alone.
I've grown into you,
your love is in my blood
take it and Im a bag of bones.

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