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[wereall_emopunk]

Today I will:

Go tanning

Find all of my mysteriously disappeared clothes, since my mother and two sisters steal mine while I have no interest in their's.

Hang up all the clothes piled on my chair that is shaped like a hand.

Hang out with Jake, most likely.

Possibly smoke

Take kajillions of bottles back.

Maybe see Amanda N. Lopez, who I miss.

Get

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[crackthe____sky]

hey I just saw your comment in my journal and I'm responding to it.
I'm adding you.

[head1stforhal0s]

don't go tanning. tans are gross and bad for your skin.

[______likedrugs]

i agree.

my face MELTED in the summer.
didn't leave my house for two weeks.
i had to heat my face with a washcloth so i could open my mouth enough to eat.

mmm, that will bring all the boys to the yard, for sure.

[head1stforhal0s]

ouch, melted faces don't sound like much fun.

[wereall_emopunk]

i don't even want to really be tan. it's just comforting.
after warped tour, i was fucking purple. the peeling nose skin definitely brought all the boys to the yard that week.

[head1stforhal0s]

it was so sunny and hot at warped tour, i kind of wanted to just be compeltely frozen the whole time.

[wereall_emopunk]

i just wanted to lie in a large tub of ice forever. i was so tired and sweaty and i had beer spilt on me and my face died kinda.

then like 3 days later, i went to amber's, and we were awake all day and all night, and we had to get up at 4 to go to cedar point, and we were awake for 40 hours straight. plus it rained all day. it was the best day ever, kinda.

[wereall_emopunk]

except guess what??

i haven't even done any of those things!!!
this is my day so far, in terms of the pos. and neg.

+i hung out with jake, which turned in to:
-i hung out with jake.
+i will go tanning probably
-if my dad ever gets out of his van and comes inside to give me money
+i will get to see Amanda N. Lopez.
-didn't take my kijillion bottles back, because i got Hoed.
-NO SMOKING
+-I will not bother to find/hang up my clothes, because i am pissed and angry.

i don't know if i will get nick's english from him, which doesn't matter to much.
------------x infinity....I AM NOT 18 AND I AM STILL LIVING AT THIS HOUSE. MY LIFE SUCKS RIGHT NOW. I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE, OR IN THIS STATE, OR PROBABLY THIS COUNTRY, I HAVE NO MEANS OF ESCAPE, AND I WILL PROBABLY GET YELLED AT FOR BREAKING 3 MORE GLASSES ON TOP OF THE 17 OR SO GLASSES I HAVE ALREADY BROKEN BECAUSE I SUCK!!!!!
plus my dad is "moving out" again. i just want him to. i'm sick of listening to it.
someone run away with me.

[wereall_emopunk]

/EDIT/

now I have also went tanning and saw anl, and scratch the - on hanging out with jake. i am not really mad at him. i just have problems subduing my anger when I get pissed, which is very rare.
but he doesn't even know i was ever mad at him.
and i found some of my clothes.
BUT STILL NO RACECAR SHIRT.

[fruitcocktailss]

you have a chair shaped like a hand?!
how kinky