Ok, no one commented. But oh well. I fucking love you anyways.

Jake is officially the boyfriend now. That makes me pretty damn happy, so right now I need to go run around and work off some of this energy...maybe I'll go hula-hoop outside to Jimi Hendrix and watch for aliens to cruise by. Jake and I just spent 3 hours just laying on my bed, doing ( Read more... )

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There was once a time I that I was completely happy and stable. I think I am getting back to that place. For awhile, I was kind of depressed, and then normal. I don't want to be normal.

But for at least 2 weeks, I've been pretty damn happy 90% of the time. Right now, I'm so happy I can't even contain myself, and I have no idea why. Part of me is ( Read more... )

Also, I want some cool legwarmers, a better cell phone, a driver's license, and a job that doesn't take up a lot of my time. AND some leopard print sheets.

I just remembered that right now, I love my life a lot. And all of my friends.

I want to be friends with EVERYBODY. Even the kids that don't like me. Because most of them don't know me. So hey, people I don't know, or even if I do know you, let's be friends, okay? You'll probably like me, and I'll probably like you.

I want to be a success at the ( Read more... )

Jake drove me all the way up to Amber's house yesterday, just so I could be there for less than 24 hours as emotional support. Which is why I fucking love that kid.

The funeral for Jon is Tuesday. I thought it was today, because that's what Amber told me, but then things got changed and I didn't find that out until I got there. It's okay though.... ( Read more... )

I haven't been able to get ahold of Amber...
but unless a miracle has happened, Jon is probably..not alive anymore.
This is crushing me, and it hasn't even became real to me yet.
I can't absorb the fact that Wednesday was the last time I'll see him alive, and that 6 months ago in August was the last time I saw him REALLy alive, full of life and ( Read more... )

I'm torn between being happy and sad. I'm happy because Jake is cool, and he just left. Just being around him makes me happy.
I am in such a good mood, I was even going to do homework.

Then I remembered Amber's phone call from earlier. She called crying and said that tomorrow, they are taking Jon off life support, and taking him home to die. That is ( Read more... )

Has anybody else noticed the world is steaming from all the snow melting?

I hope it blows up.

No, I don't.

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