have you ever been in the position where someone told you something you weren't expecting at all and youre just at a total loss of words? I'm there right NOW lol

Today I have off which makes me REALLY happy ( Read more... )

I've been trying to find a coat... I looked everywhere on Friday even had to go into Macy's which I really was trying to avoid although I did end up finding a REALLY sweet dress there but NOTHING! I got recommended today to go to the flea market... I dont know why I never thought of that before. The problem is that I'm getting my big mommy belly ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I have another prenatal appointment. I'm nervous. I hit my tummy pretty bad the other day which has had me pretty worried. I'm sure everything will be fine though ( Read more... )

This weekend I went to Mahopac to see Pat.

BRett was my bestest friend ever and gave me rides and i love him mucho because of that<3333 ( Read more... )

I havent updated this in 10 zillion years

1) I'm sober
2) I'm preganant
3) My best friend died

Everything else is not important and things pretty much couldnt get any worse

The only awesome thing in my life at the moment is my baby

-_-

so I'm really bored today

and I have work at 6 which I am not looking foward to in the least bit

I wish I had ice cream

I think I'm gonna call Carissa and ask to save me from this boredam

I hate my job

I wish I was a bum still making money at the same time... that would be so sweet.

this entry was so pointless -_-

I haven't updated in so long. I totally forgot about my good old journal. It is kinda hard to update when your computer is dead ( Read more... )

okay well me and Pat made it to New York and I'm in Mahopac right now. The ride was fuckin sooo exhausting and I got to drive the whole way =( and it was like 100 degrees the whole way there... I'm not even joking it was that hot out and to top it all off I have no AC in my car. Well other than all that crappy stuff at least I got here safely and ( Read more... )

so Mike told me something today... I had suspicions but he definitely confirmed it. I couldn't believe I was actually not being paranoid for once. I'm grateful someone had the guts to tell me something ( Read more... )