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[werechibi]

I've been doing lots of thinking, its painful to think sometimes, and have come to a single conclusion. That I'm a third string friend aka people only talk to me when there is no one else around to talk to. In other words they want to talk to Nick but he is in class or is working, then there is someone else whom is either in work or in class.. And

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[alchron]

Dude, your not a 3rd string friend, at least in my eyes. I always enjoy talking to you and yet I don't get to do it as much as I want to because either I am working, in class, or not even in the same county as everyone. I feel more like a 3rd string friend then you do, mainly because you get to hang out with everyone if you want to, and I have to either work or decide that I should drive all the way out to Clifton Forge just to hopefully find some people to hang out with. Still, most of the time you either want to play Evercrack or go ninja-mode and not be seen by anyone (which is kind of a feat, considering the hawaiian shirts that you wear). If its anything to boost your self esteem, then you are more of a friend to everyone than I can at this point in time. Wish I could do more, but its mostly not even up to par and I know that everyone is gonna leave and do their thing and we all just fade back into the norm and nothing is mentioned or missed.

[finalfantasyfrk]

I really don't think either of u should feel that way. I haven't thought of myself in such ways and if I did, I could probably think of myself the same, too. I don't hang out w/ everyone as much as everyone else does. But, I do feel a part of the group and I think of us all as equals.

[finalfantasyfrk]

I see what you mean and I'm sorry if I give you that impression. I know I don't know you as well as I'd like. You're real cool and I do notice you fading in the background w/ your mysterious silence plotting your revenge against the group. Heh. Anyway, cheer up, everyone likes you and u know u rule.

That was cool what u did at Douthat, I'm sure it was wonderful. Don't worry about being a loner. I'm probably more of a loner than u might think. Most of the time I'm sitting here in my basement doing my own thing. I don't hang out w/ everyone as much as I should or I'd like.

Anyway, no matter how u feel, you are a part of our group and our group as a whole ROX! Seriously, you guys are GREAT!

P.S. We need to get a gaming club set up so we can all game and not disturb everyone else at Dabney. Nick laughs, but Doug and Stephen agree. So, I'll see what I can do to get it started.

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[gr33nl3pr3chaun]

I've been known to drive around in circles alone or to stare at the sky for hours or walk around the neighborhood at 3am just to check out the sights (I can't get away with that in Richmond though :(

I used to be one of the people in the background, and alot of the time I still am. Nothing wrong with that for the most part, but I know how it can suck. I used to be the mumbling type (I still mumble from time to time) and I was like, afraid to try sometimes. I don't really know what happened I kind of grew out of it and don't care so much about what people think of me, which usually makes them think better of me, which is weird. I'm not sure where I'm trying to go with this... I guess all I'm saying is that when I started at dabney I had no friends there and eventually I started being a little more outgoing and had a little more fun with it and met some cool people.

maybe that helps a little but i doubt it..