I just suck in general. I'm weak, I have no street smarts at all, I talk too much irl and it pisses people off, I can't control my hormones anymore to the point where I'm getting horny way too often, I have no motivation for art even when I really want to mainly because I don't think I'll ever be as as good as my idols, I'm hardly ever in the story ( Read more... )

A whole bunch of shit went on today. It turns out some guy who's a MEXICAN who'll do the job for less money has taken my Cleaning Captain job in the morning, so they lowered my hours to work a day so that means I'm getting less money, the managers are starting to get tones with me all the time and be total assholes, I'm not even working the hours ( Read more... )

I've been thinking lately. Where do I feel I belong? I have images in my head. I'm in a grassy forest at night. The air is cool and dry, and there are minimal clouds, some covering a full moon. The night is quiet, save for a few chirping grasshoppers. I feel the top of my head, where I feel fur and two pointy erect ears. I feel my nose, which is ( Read more... )

The other day, I had to stay home due to a cold, and I couldn't go to work. Today I wake up, and I still feel like crap. I'm coughing a lot, usually resulting in major phlegm, but my voice has definitely gotten better. I'd prefer NOT to go to work and give either the coworkers or the customers my cold or whatever the frick this is, but I'll ( Read more... )

Lately, I've been being grateful for the changes in my life. Work's been a million times less stressful, I've been spewing stories left and right, and I have finally stood firm in a form which I so desperately respect and love. I've confirmed my suspicions of the ultimate character to fight an all-powerful bad guy: Japanese Godzilla. I mean, he's ( Read more... )

Got done with a week of work, and a weekend with my friend, and I feel tired, yet I also feel hopeless. I'm a 20 year old who got a 3.6 GPA leaving high school with an advanced diploma, and I'm working a job with a bunch if losers. People sho smoke pot, idiots, people who don't speak my language, people who hate their life, people who don't have a ( Read more... )

Man, going off the meds is going to be a good thing for me. I've realized that, after 10 years of suffering, I was MUCH better WITHOUT the pills than with, and that I've been a tool of the goddamn medicine corporations all along. God damn politics >.n.>... Anyway, I had more WereGojira thoughts (transformation thoughts and thoughts of dominance ( Read more... )

Hello everyone! I am WereGojira! For those of you who know me, welcome! For those of you who are first timers with me, I'll explain how I work. I've been through many personas due to a disorder I've had since birth, one that makes me very indecisive. After having lowered my does incredibly low to eventually get off my medication permanently, my ( Read more... )