Comments | werestillyoung: oh what can it mean to a day dream beliver and a homecomming queen?

werestillyoung

oh what can it mean to a day dream beliver and a homecomming queen?

Feb 07, 2005 10:12

i feel so fucking left out of everything, and everyones life. my friends are always out having fun, going to shows, and making other friends. im always here. here, in lake orion. and im starting to think that even if i do move, it wont change a thing. maybe its me. not where i live ( Read more... )

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1000birds February 7 2005, 12:23:03 UTC

i'm here. you're the one making the decision to go to the airforce, i'm not going anywhere.
my friends are always out having fun, going to shows, and making other friends

you don't WANT to make new friends, that is your fault. and i don't either, i guess i just get lucky with the people i meet, but then i try and introduce them to you and you seem like you're angry the whole time. plus, you don't like girls and that doesn't help. i've taught myself to try new things and not be so isolated, it's always good just to have a couple more friends, rather than one, EVEN in the end when all you need is one, it's still nice for the time being.

i'm not mad at you at all, because you might think that from my comment, but it's just advice, you don't have to listen.

PS: i do think it will change when you move. it's just we always have to find rides, etc. plus, you're with your brother all the time, even when you come to my house for the "weekend" you end up going there anyways, so i don't know what the deal is.

werestillyoung February 8 2005, 06:22:53 UTC

well, the airforce is pretty much my only way to go. i cant get into colledge, and i wont get a good job.

i do want you to make new friends. you dont understand though. its just hard for me to look at megans profile and it says "jaclyn is my favorite person ever, id be nothing without her." i dont know. it just makes me jelous.

and about my brother.. im not used to having family.. whatever. i dont know.

1000birds February 8 2005, 16:12:06 UTC

i know a shitload of people who have good jobs who didn't go to college. shit, kelly makes 7.75 an hour working at michaels at 16, that's pretty damn good ( ... )

werestillyoung February 9 2005, 09:47:42 UTC

what the fuck. i wasnt even suposed to go to my brothers last weekend. i wanted to go to your house but you said that you had stuff to do or something.

i dont know what else to say. im sorry im jelous, and im sorry about my brother, i dont know why i do the things i do. but, im sorry