I'm back.

After ten bloody days, I'm finally back in Hogwarts. I'm in the Hospital Wing, but there's not much Pomfrey can do for me. I just need rest and food she says ( Read more... )

I... still don't know what to think... of everything that's happened tonight. I'm free. Well, sort of. I'm definitely out of Riddle Manor, and hopefully I will be back at Hogwarts very soon. I'm in Black Manor, surprisingly enough under the care of Lucius Malfoy's ex-wife, Narcissa. She seems to be genuinely nice, and I told her what happened. ( Read more... )

He... Peter... came and saw me today. I hate him. Stupid bastard. I can't believe I ever trusted him... I still don't understand why he went to the Dark Side. But he obviously enjoys it. He said things about Sirius that made me wonder... Maybe the Death Eaters have captured Sirius. ...I hope not. I'd rather be dead then have Sirius taken away ( Read more... )

I bit the damn wench when she came at me with a pacifer to get me to stop crying. Now she's across the room glaring, and rummaging through another trunk.

Gods save me. Curse the day when I felt safer with Lucius Malfoy.

( Lucius Taking Remus to Bella/Amara )

I've stared at that God damn potion for five bloody hours ( Read more... )

I broke into fever in the middle of the night, and started coughing up blood. I'm scared they may have already captured Sirius... Does he even know I'm gone?

I don't want to die here ( Read more... )

I'm completely exhausted. I collapsed nearly right after classes today. I seem to get worse and worse every month... The pain just seems to swell up in my stomach until it feels like its about to burst. Sometimes I feel like I just can't stand it one moment longer... But of course I do ( Read more... )

Good Gods, life is cruel...

I finally got up the nerve to get in the shower. I mean... There are so many memories of him there...

But, damnit, I need a shower. So I decided to be a man and get my ass in there.

WHY DID HE HAVE TO LEAVE HIS CONDITIONER?!

DAMNIT. Next thing I know I'm the floor, clutching a bottle of conditioner, bawling my ( Read more... )