hmm...it appears i have been neglecting my livejournal... ::tear ( Read more... )

im sorry i havent posted in so long. Christmas and New Years was really depressing for me.

But its a new year and hopefully a new start.

Hope everyone had a fantastic Christmas and a great new years.

just like the subject says....my computer is a nazi and therefore it hates me ( Read more... )

my computer hates me so ( Read more... )

Go to your calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2005 ( Read more... )

You know i thought today was gonna be a bad day... and it still might end up a bad day... but this morning has started off SOOOO good ( Read more... )

Step One ( Read more... )

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I cant sleep. I wont sleep. Because I will dream. God, I dont want to dream. Because I will dream of it again and I wont want to wake up. I will be disappointed to wake up again. I cant handle that. I dont know what to do about this. Its becoming a really big issue. I feel like im cheating and in a way I am.