Pondering

[wesayanything]

Ok so I am usually not all depressing and life story spilling in my entries. Mainly because I am sure no one likes to hear other people whine about their lives... but I was thinking last night as I was going to sleep and I just needed to get my thoughts out to someone. So that I can feel like somebody who reads it will understand where I am

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Hi turkeybutt.

[anonymous]

I figured you'd want some weird post-college view on this topic. So I thought I'd provide one. Everyone feels like this. All the time. If you want any relief from any of it, you kinda gotta drag yourself out of the rut. But heck, if you drag yourself out of one rut, you normally fall into something somewhere else because you haven't had the time to devote to another topic. Like currently, I'm going back to school, which has slightly dragged me out of the I hate my job, but I get paid so well I can't change rut, and the I have nothing to do with my life and my brain but sit in front of the tv and vegetate rut. However, now I don't have enough time to devote to the looking nice at work effort (yes it is a *major* effort for me) and the spending time with my husband to make our relationship feel new rut. It's this vicious evil cycle