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I just finished watching Wall-E on my computer.
My eyes are all puffy and my nose is runny.
That was an awesome movie.
;u;
HUHUHUHUHU SO GOOOODDDD. IT HUUUUUUUUUURTSSSSSSSS.
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The Angst Has Just Begun
I'm still going around feeling like I'm always about to start crying. It's almost like I'm in some sort of emotional limbo where I constantly teeter between extreme sadness and a more livable state of "'Kay-ness". Maybe my hormones are just screwing me over a few weeks too early or maybe some sort of supernatural force (the same one that has ( Read more... ) -
Sawi
Current state of mind: Angstier than your mom.
Insecurity level: Off the scale.
Currently Allergic To: Humans.
I haven't felt like this in some time.
I'll just wait my turn. I'll be patient.
But for now I'll just weep to every sad movie on my hard-drive, tiring out my eyes to match this burning in my chest. As the fire rages on, remember that the ( Read more... ) -
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At the school's computer lab. This is what losers do during their long-ass breaks. I just came from taste-testing the food from the newly opened Baliwag Lechon thing beside the campus. Bloated. Broke. MEH ( Read more... ) -
Waiting to be found
I don't want to feel crappy anymore.
I don't want to be just an afterthought.
I don't want to be a substitute.
Share a great moment with me, please.
I'll just keep hiding. You'll find me when you're bored and out of ideas.
I think I've lost all of you.
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Cold quiet peaceful early early mornings make me happy. Hot sticky sweaty humid high noons just piss me off. It reminds me of everything I hate. Ugh. I feel like I'm finally turning into a cranky old lady inside and all the premature grey hairs were just early signs of the transformation waiting to happen.
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Something New
Apparently, even the progress I thought I've made in the past few months have been rolled back. It's like a server wipe happened and nobody warned me. And basically, I've just walked straight into Mordor with my level 1 Hobbit (the fat kind, not the Flipper kind, or the Lost kind). The orcs are feeding on my corpse as I write.
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The Angst Returns
PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT:
Thanks for all the support and encouragement during my time of need, everybody. I'm varicella virus-free now. My face suffered three major craters, one being extra huge and obvious, but I'm not in the mood to discuss my despair over that on LJ. The week of being treated like a leper served as a mini-retreat (which ended ( Read more... ) -
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I don't think I can accept the fact that I'll be left horribly disfigured by fucking chickenpox scars all over my fucking face. JESUS CHRIST I wasn't even good looking to begin with but I was just clinging on to the fact that I've grown out of my teenage acne stage.
Call me vain, but unless you've seen my face or have experienced the same kind of ( Read more... )