last nite was good i guess, the band played, it went well...it went ok, i thought we played ok, not fucking great though. The other two bands were good i thought even though i didnt see the second one too much. Um, i got to see sum people i missed which was nice, i guess i was in a weird modd last nite though, i didnt feel like playing. heh, we did ( Read more... )

hmm, its a new day. tommorow generally wasnt a good day, i need to get my mind off all of yesterday, heh, i still feel so horrible. I guess considering the situation i feel good, which is ok. I think i may try to hang out with gailan today, maybe i'll forget about this for awhile, and wont feel bad for myself, that'll be nice. Or i'll take the bus ( Read more... )

April 26 - July 11 heartbreak is the worst feeling you can ever get, i'll miss you so much, and i'll always love you, kaylyn, i guess this is the end.......

whe worst is over, you can have the best of me......

i get wierd feeelings sometimes people like theres something wrong with something....its creepy and i dont know what it is. Im glad that im home though finally because i was away for 10 days on vacation (just wait till i get the pictures developed), also ive been writing new songs but brandons at camp like a bitch so that sucks. haha i was going ( Read more... )

fuck its early, but i dont care... this entry will be for kaylyn cause i love her so much ( Read more... )

tonight was ok. i kissed a gay guy. sam got his ear pierced. and i stole things. it wasnt great, but ok. and i saw kaylyn, which is always nice<3

me and kaylyn are back together, and that makes me so fuckin happy. i'm so in love with that girl, she makes me so happy..hmm, i think being in love is one of the best feelings u can ever get. I love you kaylyn<3<3

i'm in north carolina at the beach and fuckin bored so i'm in a library on the computer.. hmm...i'm coming home monday instead of saturday like i planned but hey, who gives a fuck? theres not much to say about any of the time i've been down here, except it is relaxing, and i get to get away for a little. w/e i miss home and some people, but i've ( Read more... )

well, fuck.....heh, i dont know how i feel right now, i really mis kaylyn all ready and in the week to come its only gonna get worse cause i cant talk to her or see her, i dont really know what u could say is going on with us....i want her back, i really do (if u dont wanna hear me whine please dont read my shit) like, jesus...i just love her more ( Read more... )