it was so surreal. your there but your thinking "im at johnnys funeral." but i was. i will say, he looked good. lying there, in peace. he was too the point at the hospital where there was a tube in his stomach to feed him. he was in so much pain too. bone cancer is the deadliest and most painful. he was never the person to look for sympathy ( Read more... )

About ten years ago, golf was a sport i was starting to take up. there was a kids house we used to go to. his name: john, we: my 2 older brothers and i. see john made a Green type set-up in his backyard with a flag and we'd hit from various points around this pond that backed his house. john was a good friend of my brothers and became one of ( Read more... )

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a moment not seized is a moment wasted... we have few moments left together before everyone moves on, so seize what you can

finally, i'm 18.. lotto tickets, cigs, porn, strip club.. can do it all
dont like to waste money, dont smoke, dont care for porn, too cool for a strip club
..but knowing i can....

i got a guitar, so u should teach me

i really want an acoustic guitar

wow, it sure doesnt feel like its been a year since we lost tyler. feels like only yesterday. i will say though, ive learned so much this past year. life throws many curve-balls your way. ive been lucky enough to move out of the way of a few of those. you cant take life for granted. any time at any second of any day it could be someone else ( Read more... )

notice how all u people that live the "party life" are the ones with all the "drama" and the "problems"?

anywho, thursday night leavin for boston with boggs for the final dispatch show ever. anybody can come so join in the fun!

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so jordan, i just thought it was funny

happy birthday tyler