they were never my friends,
and i was living a lie.

so my day is pretty much ruined.
i have two taking back sunday tickets and no one to go with.
whatever, i don't even feel like going anymore.
so much for fun spring break.

why is it,
that everytime life is going good,
and i'm happy,
something comes along to change that?

ugh.
i hate myself for hating you
and i hate myself because it's not your fault.

haha.
i had a good birthday.
i opened all my gifts on sunday,
went out to mongolian after school on monday.
then went out with alan, and went over tom's and hung out with him and mike.
it was nice!
thanks to everyone who made my day awesome.

i had fun tonight.
i just hung out with anthony,
hanging out with a sweet person, whom i can't name,
taco bell&coney island& ant's favorite episode of the oc.
fo sho son.
yeah.
school starts again on monday, along with my coldstone training.
which by the way, i just can't deal with school anymore,
its a downer now. its like a prison.
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deep conversation's aren't always amazing.

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i think i just lost my best friend.

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 so i thought i had everything figured out for homecoming,

but everything got screwed up in the last few days.

now i'm not sure if i will be attending.

i'm sick of pleasing other people instead of myself.

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you guys suck. seriously.
you make me feel like shit.

if you have a problem with me, you all know the number.
and in case you have forgot.
my phone number is 586-980-9319!

don't call it now.
you guys put me in a horrible mood.
ruined my day to be exact.
if you guys feel like being friends call.