I hate waking up these days knowing my dreams have indeed become more realistic, in depth in conversations with people and I clearly see someone in my eyes and in front of my face. In some sense, I feel like a clairevoyant. Alot of when I sense a week before or imagine an encounter with someone, happens. I thought I enjoyed it but I don't. I only ( Read more... )

The will to grow and separate the body and soul builds.

Well, its done. One chapter has ended, the most romantic in the book. I will admit there were many dull moments in that romance chapter but its over. Millions of eyes looked upon it for their own hope and the despair of never achieving something quite as poetic. Its done. A new chapter may evolve, the one with the old woman and the broken heart. ( Read more... )

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I'm sick. My throat is so swollen its as if I swallowed to oranges and they won't go down. My fever was at 102 yesterday and rising. Michael and I spent 2 hours on the phone yesterday discussing this transition period I am which is not only depressing and beneficial, but lonely and dissapointing that the only friend I have right now is Dustin.Well ( Read more... )

I need to stop being so cryptic.

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Tears are so salty.So selfish.So forced. So wordless. So right. So soft with an underlying pain. So rough with a gentle touch.I haven't cried in months yet I cry silently while you don't know. No one knows. Only one is uncovering. My throat is tightening when I know you have ( Read more... )

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