Bloody french oral over at last. Thats probably been the biggest worry for me over the last weeks, so at last i can think about something else ( Read more... )

I really must try to do more entries, but its pointless doing endless depressing entries that merely reinforce the same point, namely that my life is shite. So unless i have something valuable to add to that basic truth, i will try to avoid needless whining. or indeed any whining if possible.

Today i wish that the person who invented biology, and every bastard after him who added to world knowledge on the subject, died in the worst agony possible. I mean, i dont need to know this. as long as all the various parts of their body are in faily good condition, i really dont care, and its not as if i could do anything about it if they werent ( Read more... )

I am so caught up in myself and my own problems sometimes that i forget about others. Not just others around me, but everyone. I feel depressed sometimes about the amount of work that i have to do, or about the shite school that i go to, but I forget that im not the only one. im just one kid among millions, with millions who have gone before. its ( Read more... )

It is interesting to hear what historians say about us not learning from mistakes. Hitler didnt learn from Napoleon in Russia and now it seems that George w hasnt learned from the Russians in Afganistan ( is there some sinister reason that Russians are involved in both examples? maybe im just paranoid). The world is still at war, as usual. There ( Read more... )

Today i wonder what all this is about. no not life, ive given up on that one, but my so called education. It occurs to me that the only reason that im doing this, GCSEs is because that is what i have been brought up to do. I have, from an early age,, known that i will do well and one day go to university. What i did after that was not clear. I now ( Read more... )

This is probably the first time i have been really stressed by school. Its always been reletively easy. Nowihave so much coursework to do, andall in my least favorite subjects. Biology makes me stressed as it is, basically because im not brilliant at it. i suppose im not bad at it, but im a bit of a perfectionist, soi feel insecure if a subject ( Read more... )

I was thinking about religion, one of the things that i seem to have ignored for most of my life. I wasnt brought up witha ny particular religion ad my mother mother has always been rather scathing of all churchs. My father, in typical style does not seem to have an opinion. So what do i think? well i cant say that I think much of the organised ( Read more... )

By popular demand, it would seem that i must withdraw my statement that Alun is a "coniving little bastard." Its a pitty really, as i was rather pleased with that insult. It doesnt really matter now, although he seems genuinely offended. This is rather funny considering all the things he has called me. Well i hope he is satisfied now.

Its nearly school again, and GCSEs seem nearer than ever before. I am also beginning to think about the rest of my life, after school. Before this, i always had GCSEs to do, then As then Uni and that was as far ahead as i needed to look. Now i realise that there must be something afterwards. It is interesting that a lot of adults that I know with ( Read more... )