dead animals by the side of the road

[westlakethug]

i seem to remember a time when waking up was hard the nights went on forever but now more and more i find myself sleeping through my days while im awake. i dont close my eyes anymore i just daydream. without warning i wake up every morning around 9 even if i went to bed at 3 or 4. its a cycle. the chain must be broken i need more than 5 hours of

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[rosskerr]

I've felt a similar disassociation with the world around me these past few days, the last days of my break from school. I've been able (and hopefully will continue to be the next 3 years or so) to be content with and interested in what Maryland has to offer by switching from school to home and back again..It's gotta be tough without that release. What you're thinking isn't nonsense, and while I'm not entirely familiar with your situation I have faith in you as a person. Spring is coming soon and I hope it brings you out from under this shadow.
take care.