Oh how I love Christmas! It's the one time in the year where everyone can put aside all their differences and beleifs to celebrate the birth of Santa Claus. December has always been my favorite month of the year- the best movies (usually the majority of Oscar nominees) come out that month, you get to wear start wearing those funoutfits that you ( Read more... )

AbFabFrodo: god im so sick of jesus ( Read more... )

I am bored out of my fucking mind! I hope I get well soon so I can do something. Sitting on my ass watching the tele for the fifth day in a row is not that exciting. God I wish I could smoke weed it would make things alot nicer. Or drink some alcohol and let my pills really do a number on me. Life is the shits right now

Be sure to read the previous entree before you read this one ( Read more... )

So on Tuesday morning I went to the hospital starving and dying of thirst because you have to fast 12 hours before surgery. I arrive at 10:30, two hours before the surgery, to get prep work done. As I sat waiting, I noticed tons of nurses just sitting around chatting about god knows what, ignoring the fact they actually have a patient waiting. ( Read more... )

So tonight was a pretty big test of self control for me. Instead of staying at home depressed and moping around in my misfortunes, I decided to go out and make the best of things. First I went to my stoner friends apt, and watched the Silence of the Lambs (the only movie that has ever really scared me). Resisting smoking weed was not hard, because ( Read more... )

April 20th (420), the 4th of July, Halloween, New Years Eve. The four nights of the year I get so fucked up I end up crashing where I pass out and don't drive home. I have always had a total blast on all of these dates for the last four years or so running. And now, I have to miss Halloween because I can't do anything because of the TASC program. I ( Read more... )

My sweet, wonderful, loverly friend Delores Bundy dedicated an LJ entree to my new car, so check it out if you want to see what it looks like (cept mine is blue) http://www.livejournal.com/users/bigmikelush/

I BOUGHT A CAR!!!

So I went to NA (Narcotics Anonymous) tonight to support a friend. It was a helpful reminder to me of how I once had to go there myself to get the support I needed to battle my addiction with crystal meth. It also reminded me that coke will just lead me back to meth again also. There really is no controlling my usage of uppers- I know I am an ( Read more... )