why do I do this to myself? its never going to between us im giving up. today was good sorry im all melancholy and depressing. I suck.

I hate trying to convince myself of something by lying to myself. I guess im not over you. I am trying desperateley to get over you because i know nothing will ever happen, and its a huge waste of my time to like someone who will never like me back. I wish i could turn it off, but its impossible. Hopefully i will meet someone who i like and they ( Read more... )

fuck it! Im over you.

if i wasnt me and imet myself I dont thinkn i would be friends with myself. Is that wierd. I dont like who I am. But i also dont want to change who I am....

I quit!

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DONT READ THE FOLLOWING, YOU WILL MOST LIKELY THINK ITS STUPID HIGH SCHOOL WHINING< THATS CAUSE IT IS SO PISS OFF. i dont know, do you, dont you, I do but do you. Confusing as hell, why do I even care, nothing will probably ever come out of it, Im pretty sure you want nothing to do with me that way, last time we hung out were you just leading me on ( Read more... )

mixed messages?

Anyone want to hang out tonight? Leave some comments or call me if you do. 714-5637

tonight was amazing thank you for a great time. Im glad we got to hang out today, and indulge in some tasty biscuits.