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[weusedrugs]

I feel kind of lightheaded and empty right now, like I'm not really here. It's a reaction to this creeping sadness that's come over me lately, and I can't seem to understand it. When I spend ten hours writing an essay about Reid, shouldn't I be getting over his loss? I sort out all these thoughts, memories and I just get more confused. I need him

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[beauxdeux]

if it feels kind of like treading water and slowly sinking, i think i understand.