Grendel is a god, Jane is a slave/beast to the world. Pffffff.
I got a C+ in math for the year.
......
still impotent.
hahaha im going to the streets. the band. well, guy.

i am so goddamn impotent. clean for a week, no less.
need a double decker supreme.
haha not really.
i have some siccccccccck ass porn, and I won't go in to detail, but I'm sure someone will comment about it.

First, thanks to all who like supported me nad sutff through that rough 12 hour period below - it means a lot.

secondly

WHO wants to go to mexico and back with me?

JP wants ellen and cody and "chaz"
oh and a trojan sword
and to get drunk with me

but my AA sponsor won't allow that
(so we wont bring her)

Let come what tequila will!

All I ever do is ruin what love I share with others. Every day is a new crisis, and all I do is fuck them up. Narcissism begets narcissism. I'm speakign in frgaments, I'm shocked at how horrible awry my life has gone since last Saturday. I want to go back there and live the last 8 days again, knowing the outcome of my actions and killing myself as ( Read more... )

7:00-12:00

On our way home we met up with Mac Katia and Brian. My dad was over at Charlie's eating dinner. It was strange; over the fence in our backyard, the Cuch was having a dinner party. If any of them had so much as looked over the wall they'd have seen plumes rising (black & milds, cigarettes, hooka... let's not forget reid spraying butane ( Read more... )

I don't really know who started that one. (By 'don't really know' I mean Ellen. And Charlie.)

2:00-7:00
After school, Charlie took Reid Khaaliq and Ellen over here and James Natalie Miles and I made a pit stop at Natalie's for some schnapps and Kahlua.

Before my housekeeper left, Ellen had insisted we go in the pool. But only James Charlie and I ( Read more... )

I'll now begin pretending I've updated this in the last 3 months.

So last night was Milan's birthday party and it was... interesting. Oh I'm ungrounded because Charlie confessed his transgressions at my house over break to my mom. Since she loves Charlie, we're both off the hook. Back to the story. Charlie took myself Mikey Cody and Miles. We were ( Read more... )