insecure. doubting. still haven't started homework. exhausted. sleepy. sick. unfaithful. crabby. worried. concerned. dreadful. stubborn. excited. lonely. looking for some truth (is this objective?. smelly. in need of a shower. in need of sunshine. in need of time, outside, alone, and a part of the world. lost. starving (for what? surely not food). ( Read more... )

Longing to be responsible in the more irresponsible of ways (irresponsible in the most responsible way). By that I mean that I want to run around and do what I want without obligations. Right now I want to be up north, amongst jack pines and towering white pines. I wish it were late May again, hookaing by a campfire with the High Lifers. I wish I ( Read more... )

On 'Eating Responsibly'

I begin with the proposition that eating is an agricultural act. Eating ends the annual drama of the food economy that begins with planting and birth. Most eaters, however, are no longer aware that this is true. They think of food as an agricultural product, perhaps, but they do not think of themselves as participants in ( Read more... )

We are seeking a new American dream ( Read more... )

gettin' them creative (amongst other) juices flowin'

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a consistent, constant, screaming desire to be alone. wanting to write, to read poetry, to sit on the roof and get lost in myself. need an escapeeeeeeeeeee.

emotionally, creatively, trapped. haven't had time to get inside of my head in months and feeling the effects. i cant read. i cant write. i cant think. i'm dumbing myself down, unintentionally ( Read more... )

Arrived in Michigan a week ago to big hugs and lots of love. The farm had a lot of good vibes and pretty views. Got to eat tomatoes straight from the vine and drank fresh, herbal tea. Really wishin' I had a garden right now. Hopefully in the spring ( Read more... )

moved into my new place in minneapolis. dinkin' around. spending as much time out and about as possible before school and work trap me in again. also - michigan in 15 days! 'cited!!!