but i will try to pick myself back up ( Read more... )

lalalalala. the rain is back. thats a good thing because it marks the official start of summer ( Read more... )

ib dance thing tonight.

lets see how it is.

math and bio exams...then its over!

for a couple of months anyways.

i like spending time outside lately.

but tomorrow i have a 12 hour day, so we should go to the beach this afternoon. it would be nice.

...and a little bit of pixie dust ( Read more... )

mother fucking black ants
in my mother fuckin bedroom

and every fucking-where-else

are driving me crazzzzzzzzy.

why am i so unproductive until after deadlines.

(complete bullshit)

i've been having more fun lately, or at least enjoying the things i do much more than before ( Read more... )

sleep.
vomit.
sleep.
vomit.
i need to throw up again.
i have a metal taste in my mouth, heavy eyelids, and a dry mouth.

im never eating chinese food again.

fuck this, i was supposed to do homework all today.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.
now i have to call off of work tomorrow and im broke.

its all good today, recently, hopefully for a while ( Read more... )

im sorry if i dont have time lately, but priorities change when it comes down to the wire.

it shall be summer soon enough and things will change yet again.