The Psychology of You

[whackedout]

The last time I wrote here was... a few months back. I wanted LJ to be my post-breakup buddy but the moving on part, surprisingly, wasn't as awful as people had promised it would be. Expecting the worst always helps, haha. Anyway, I think this post is a culmination of everything. I guess I'm doing this for closure's sake

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[operatingroom]

I love you, I love this, thank you for writing it, etc. I feel like I should write more things in this tiny little box, because the ones I have written down don't feel adequate, but I also feel like I should get better at talking about these things with you, openly and honestly, and not in the guise of carefully-weighted words, where I type out things that sound right... I don't know.

The thing is: I've been a runner, too. I know you know this, but it's something I've had to come to terms with. I don't know where I'm going with this, but I just want you to know that this touched me a lot. HEHE. Let me know when I can see you, k. <3

[whackedout]

Hi, Bareens! It's nice & nostalgic seeing you here on LJ again after all this time! I love reading your updates, maybe because I get to see a different 'internet side' to you. And I guess the same goes for me. I can only ever really be vulnerable here on LJ. Anyway...

I understand that it's not a matter of dishonesty when it comes to you and me. Sometimes you just can't say it right or put it out there because the truth is big and scary but I'm glad that you try. Whether via e-mail or in a comment box or when we have sleepovers, I know you try and I am grateful for that. :) You know that I'll hear you out no matter what and that your feelings or thoughts will never sound stupid to me.

About you being a runner: I know. :) Sometimes, I am too. But it touches me to see that you're learning to stay, even when things get hard. I'm glad my emotional catharsis moved you in some way or form. I just really needed to get it out there, haha!

Will plan something soon! I love you back. :)

LIKING Carina's post

[wearwoolf]

But also adding my two cents.

Yes, exactly - in a way I realize I'm a runner but I know I always end with acceptance and love because -- where else are ya gonna go?

I LOVE YOU CAN WE ALL BE FWENDS!