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ok, in the past few minutes, i've gotten progressively more angry. seriously, how hard is it to think "hey, that giant two headed monster has walked right by where i'm standing three or more times now...maybe i should move so i don't PULL HIM AND HIS FRIENDS AND KILL THE REST OF THE RAID GROUP". or maybe "hey, that sunder armor's a pretty useful ability to have a warrior keep aggro with. maybe i should WAIT 10 SECONDS BEFORE ATTACKING SO I DON'T PULL AGGRO AND THUS CAUSE 700 DAMAGE TO EVERYONE ELSE IN THE RAID just so i can make myself look better on the damage meters while MAKING THE OTHER PEOPLE IN THE RAID (like that nice new rogue gnissa, she's so nice and always does what she's told) WHO DO WHAT THEY'RE TOLD LOOK LIKE THEY'RE NOT DOING AS MUCH DAMAGE AS A DUMBASS ROGUE WITH A CASTER DAGGER". any other place i'd anhiliate that rogue. i bet he doesn't know what feint is for. and here's a good one "hmm, i signed up to be here for SIX HOURS. its been a half hour. we've wiped twice. whatever, even though we're just starting the instance and still learning some of the stuff...i'm going to leave, because even though i made a commitment to be here, i really don't care." and there's "i'm going to insult leaders of the guild so they not only leave the raid...but leave the guild too! that poor guy, with his two day old baby, i'm sure he'll deal with some insults fine." also on the note of dumb rogues, theres "ok, the raid leader says melee should attack the lava spawns so we don't get a ton of spawns running around...i'm melee...but i'm not going to attack the spawns! its ok. hey, i'm dead because of the spawns." go figure.
meanwhile, everyone else in the world is doing better. and while some of them make fun of my guild, like a certain warlock who's not online to listen to me vent and give advice right now, some of them only insult me by accident by linking epics that they're winning as i'm sitting there waiting for a rez. i know she doesn't mean it, cause she's nice, but argh.
in conclusion, so far, my raiding experiences have SUCKED but once i hit exalted with av and ab (av will be soon, less than a week probably, and ab will be fun if jay and quenya are serious about getting a pvp group going) there's nothing else i can do with the rogue. i've always prefered doing things on my own...and here i am doing things with some intelligent people and some FUCKING IDIOTS WHO CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT.
but anyway.
in other news, my hair is short. and frustrating. but whatever. i'm just not used to it.
back to school sunday. i don't have anything to say about that.
but i do get to take my mom's car, because mine needs to be fixed and won't be done until tuesday. so that will be fun to drive.
always back to never being good enough. always back to being the least important person in the world.back to absolutely fucking nothing. always.
but whatever. to end on a semi-not "GRRRR ANGRY" note, this is part of an awesome song and the last part here in particular makes me smile:
Love is like home cooking-- good and wholesome
But all men need some mutton on the outside now and then
If you find your boy's been cheating, then do the same old dear,
He's only giving you the chance that you've been waiting for for years
My goodness, tears won't get you anything!
Just a shiny, red nose
Go on, paint that powder on,
Put on your swellest clothes
Then you'll get them by the score
Neglected girls shouldn't worry
That's what god made sailors for!