Oct 08, 2007 03:54
tell me, anonymously:
one: something you love.
two: something you miss.
three: something you have never told anyone.
four: something you like about yourself.
five: someone you admire or look up to.
six: where you would like to be in five years.
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I think the last time I actually felt good was yesterday, my best friend and I climbed a small, steep mountain. We sat on the top and tried to point out landmarks and discussed the big ideas that were in our heads. I don't really feel that happy that often. I love it when I can say something and the person I'm speaking to thinks about what I'm saying.
two: something you miss.
Nothing. Looking back only makes me feel worse.
three: something you have never told anyone.
Suicide is inevitable, almost a comfortable way to go.
four: something you like about yourself.
Why is this so hard to think about? I'm very analytical. No. Wait. I can cook.
five: someone you admire or look up to.
Mom and Dad, they're still married, they put up with having a wreck for a child.
six: where you would like to be in five years.
Blissfully fucked; I want a child and an apartment full of sunlight.
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right now it is getting hard to find something.
two: something you miss.
having friends that cared.
three: something you have never told anyone.
sometimes, i actually think i look alright.
four: something you like about yourself.
i just stared in the mirror for a few minutes, trying to pick something out, but today is just one of those days.
five: someone you admire or look up to.
my parents. i don't know how they deal with me.
six: where you would like to be in five years.
in a different city, talking to different people, wearing a smaller size.
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two: your friendship.
three: i still dislike myself...well not myself my body.
four: my nose.
five: My sister.
six: Married and starting a family.
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two: I miss being surrounded by people I loved and who knew me constantly.
three: I write not for myself. not entirely at least. I write because I want someone to love it and fall in love with me.
four: my hands.
five: my best friend, who's away at boot camp right now.
six: Manhattan, in a cozy apartment full of books and warm.
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2. my ex
3. i binge & purge pretty regular
4. my eyes
5. my ex
6. france
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