last night i called jesse and immediately upon hearing his voice all those crushy feelings came back. when i asked him if he's been slutting it up across the country he didn't even lie, just masked it with "no, i've been tasteful." i need to find a replacement crush. and they canceled their show at roseland, but i think he is coming to new york ( Read more... )

its become increasingly apparently to me that i have been traipsing around new york on an injured/sprained? foot. it is slightly swollen and there is a faint bruise. when the fuck did this happen? if it certainly is sprained, it's the worse injury that has ever afflicted my little body. :[


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i will never have a boyfriend. WHY? because the few boys i like will do something like join head automatica and leave me & new york to travel around the us and europe.

i missed the bloc party at tribeca grande last night :[

it completely slipped my mind to mention - it's pretty hilarious when i'm doing the door at misshapes and some girl decides to be really rude to me, and i decide to throw her money at her face and laugh while i watch her run down the street, chasing after her crumpled ones. it's even funnier when thomas and rob kick her out. girl aint allowed at my ( Read more... )

the weather is so crisp and cleansing feeling and the leaves look tense, i bet they are waiting to fall off any second now! honestly walking past gramercy park and down all these avenues and streets make me feel as though i'm taking a shower instead of like i am being dragged through a puddle of mcdonalds meat grease ( Read more... )

two bottles of champagne + a rooftop + a boy, cuddling on the bathroom floor when i thought i might get sick, falling asleep in a cavern of white sheets and fluffly comforters, waking up the next morning and slipping my arm up the huge curvaceous alien lamp ( Read more... )

i hope all you assholes who went to the franz ferdinand dj/free beer party had fun. sorry i could not attend despite MY FRIENDS/PSEUDO BROTHER BEING SOME OF THE PEOPLE DJING AND BASICALLY THROWING IT :/. but most importantly i did not see my dearest lio aka psuedo brother, and because of this i cry. but rothko was so busy with this event i'm sure ( Read more... )

apparently i was in a gay mens magazine ( Read more... )

mark your calendars pls.
today i land @ 5:14 pm.

give me love and buy me drinkies.

postscript. i kind of wish i could bring diane and my mom :[