i lost my second cat in two weeks. data and yogi, may you rest in kitty peace

sleeping in the afternoon has benefits. sometimes you overhear your roommate being a genius. and by genius i mean a little shit.

maybe he's right. i overhear him saying how he pretends not to be pissed at me, but really is. he thinks i don't know. because he's so fragile. fragile? he puts me right in my place, like he puts everybody. he's a ( Read more... )

so what is it exactly. responsibility? i'm trying to make money to support myself, so i'm working two jobs. but i also want to play drums. but i have rent, groceries, insurance. they don't pay for themselves. i hate money. everything must die.

i got in an argument with a jew at work.

...yes i lost, big time. but earlier in the day she gave me two dollars. but i didn't remember that at the time. it wasn't the subject of the argument though.

i wish i was larry david right now, just for a day.

there have been a couple things on my mind lately, you know, stuff, feelings about stuff. for instance my brother is in naval intelligence. he just got out of the nsa but now he can't even tell us what he's in. i called him four times this week, left messages, got no reply. his birthday was on friday. still haven't heard from him. i can ( Read more... )

don't put all your freaking eggs into one basket.

i added the freaking part. but it's true, i saw, and i heard, oooh ahhh.

it's the moment. it's the journey. if you're not careful you might dream your life away. but check it out, it's all around you. you see that cat? zen cat. well i'm going to bed now.

have you ever found a song that you used to love and later you come to find out that it was exactly what would happen? in a good way. and i just rediscovered it, beautiful ( Read more... )

love.

carson's life checklist has made some progress ( Read more... )

i can't update this. maybe because my lj has always been a sad place for me to feel sad and talk about things that are making me sad ( Read more... )