( Why does this song get to me everytime I hear it??? )

I just don't know what to do anymore..Things are really starting to bother me. It's like everytime something is perfect in my life or something makes me happy , I always seem to fuck it up....
Why do I always fuck myself over? Why am I do depressed lately? I just don't get it.. I have this one person in my life that makes me just fuckin melt...And I ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't updated in a long time..so I decided I should...
Well lately I've just been Happy :) and Depressed :(  ! Happy cuz of reasons I can't say! Even if I could say...I don't think there's words to describe how happy I am! Nobody would understand!* When I look in his eyes it's like I know it's true!!  I really, really, really like this ( Read more... )

I gotta head ache and dont feel good ... I needa go to bed so I can  get up in the morning... I cant wait til tomorrow...you dont even know.. well I'm out..off to bed pretty soon here! later.....

Well I really dont know what to do anymore...things are just really making me think! I hate being all depressed, but ......I'm just grr...I'll update later! Mel*

( Just thinking..... )

Well Thursday was amazing! I cant even explain it! Thats all I gotta say about thursday. besides me and my dad got into another fight....but whatever floats his boat!

---Yesturday---

1st hr-Sub. talked to Sam!
2nd hr-TAlked to lauren
3rdhr- Skipped w/ Kla and went to the Children's Theatre.. It was good . the part I saw anyways!  But it was weird ( Read more... )

Its nice to know the truth once again22222!!!!

Well yah...fuck it!

I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
I'm sorry I'm not always right.
I'm sorry I'm not the prettiest.
I'm sorry for what I did.
I'm sorry that I disrespected you
I'm sorry that I doubted you
I'm sorry I like you this much
I'm sorry I care like I do
I'm sorry I cried when you yelled at me.
I'm Just really really sorry!

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I ( Read more... )

Well today was just another day that I'm wondering if I should call him or not. Cuz he said a couple days, but it's really hard for me not to call him. I just dk..I hate that he's mad at me I really do, but that's his choice.  :(     *tears*   I just dont know anymore....  :(     Well I was hopeing that I would be able to see him this weekend, but ( Read more... )

I am really starting to think I like someone...A Lot!.... Some people may know who he is and/or what I'm talking about..but if you do just keep it to yourself! Just because I right now I really dont think *he* would want alot of people to know! He knows who he is!!! Well yah he's mad at me right now and I'm not likeing it!...It hurts! :(    But ( Read more... )