today is the loneliest ive felt in a long long time and its no ones fault or for any reason in particular i just seem to feel unwanted...no one really worries about me and i guess sometimes i just die for alittle attention when im feeling down....i'm not sure if thats a good or a bad thing but oh well thats what i feel. I guess im not showing it ( Read more... )

i got a confession to make that my heart would break to hear you say goodbye you're my every dream you're the threadwork to my seams and you know that i can't lie, when i say i can't stop thinking about you i can't stop thinking about how my heart's empty without you i just hate myself to think of you with someone else to hear you say goodbye i l* ( Read more... )

You think they are the only person that will make you happy.You think he's you're soulmate the love of your life....you have so much time invested into this relationship everything seems stable marriage might have even crossed your mind at one point or another and then its all over ( Read more... )

holy crap im gonna go see voodoo and GO BETTY GO play thursday.....today has been so so so fucking awesome ....cant wait cant wait...cathy and i get to skank the night away!!!

hmmmmm...where to start, everything is pretty normal having a good time i miss some kids i havent seen in a while but i will saturday....hopefully i look hawt! i think im gonna get a curfew soon hopefully not! MICHAEL DIAZ CALL ME!!!!! excited but at the same time scared dont know what to expect hmmm miss sasha hopefully everything goes as planned ( Read more... )

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back to where i started...fuck it

im really really really excited...everything is gonna be perfect!

if hes totally pissed at me i wouldnt blame him i fucked up today pretty bad i was so fucking distracted with school and i forgot...well i need to stop forgetting..and yeah i do have priorities but they arent in order and he deserved alot of concideration....i know that saying im sorry wont make up for what happened i have no clue what will..i mean ( Read more... )

what hell is wrong with me argh i cant figuer it out......whats missing?! everything seems to be going perfect but theres just one spot i cant fill up i really hope its not what i think it is because he will never be back after what i told him and he doesnt care about me so whats the point about having a false figure in my life ahh i have being a ( Read more... )