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[what_do_you_see]

my mother is calling me anti-social. of course she's comparing me to my very friendly boyfriend who is always doing something. i, on the other hand, am to exhausted to do anything. i'd rather sleep than do anything. geez. what is wrong with me

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Re: i'm forced to communicate this way because i guess you're incapable of returning phone calls.

[what_do_you_see]

ok mad you wanna know? because recently i've had no friends. the girl who use to be my best friend has been treating me like shit. all i ever get from her is 'i hate you's', being told what an annoyance i am, and no understanding, and she tries to play it off like sarcasm but after being friends with people for a while you start to see how they are, and when sarcasm is actually serious. i spent most of the weekend crying because not only is my social life shit, but my family is also not to good. and the only person i had, my boyfriend, has been convinently unavalable as of late. and i'm too fucking tired due to school, work, all the choir shit i have to do. and i'm afraid i've come to believe my mom when she tells me repeatedly how depressed i am. and the only reason i feel comfortable writing this on here is because i'm sure no one, beside maybe you, is gonna read it. is that what you wanted to hear? maybe if you made more of an effort to actually be my friend you would have know this.

[hey_glamorous]

meg where were you!? I was realy excited to see you ! :/