Why didn't you tell me you had legal problems? As far as why I don't ever call, keep in mind that I used to call all of the time, but you never called me. I don't know why that is the case. If you just don't want me around (and often thats the kind of vibe I get) that's cool I guess, but if you are feeling like crap give me a call and we can...I don't know go get coffee, or grap a beer or sit around eating caramels or something. I get paid in a couple of days so I'll send more cash your way, it won't be much but I'll do what I can.
Ok go ahead and strike that : Remeber your not alone BS. It sounds cheesy and completly unlike something that I would say. Change it to: You don't have to face this by yourself. If you need help all you have to do is ask.
Ok you know what, strike that to. That sounds to much like a fucking Halmark card. But you get the idea, the intent is there. Just forget about all of the bleeding heart, wussy BS. The intent is what matters.
i missed lili today. i wish she knew why i broke her heart, and would stop thinking it was because i was afraid of her sickness. sometimes i guess it's hard to get across to people the messages they most need to hear.
maybe when i'm back on my feet with this new job at California Pizza Kitchen and have some money, and i get my own place, i'll be able to offer her the hand she offered me. i'm not ready to call her yet, don't want to offer her any false promises. i wonder if bobby treats her alright.
A post on LJ is a good start....An e-mail would be better....And a phone call would be even better. Yeah you to have a lot of shit to work out, but how exactly does that make the situation special? It dosn't, everyday people say things they don't mean or do things they don't want to. Thats life I suppose. C'est La Vie. Things we do come back to haunt us and can consume us if we let them.
Testing the waterwhat_if_angelJuly 13 2005, 11:35:20 UTC
Its called testing the water. First you see how safe it is by sticking a toe in to make sure you won't freeze to death or get eaten by piranha before you decide to jump in
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Just remeber, you're not alone.
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i missed lili today. i wish she knew why i broke her heart, and would stop thinking it was because i was afraid of her sickness. sometimes i guess it's hard to get across to people the messages they most need to hear.
maybe when i'm back on my feet with this new job at California Pizza Kitchen and have some money, and i get my own place, i'll be able to offer her the hand she offered me. i'm not ready to call her yet, don't want to offer her any false promises. i wonder if bobby treats her alright.
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When are you gona come see me?
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