Been a while since I posted here... thought I would do a separate entry for this... I know people don't read it anymore, simply because I don't update... anyhow, my girls (Negi and Suki) are getting fix soon... next Tuesday... things keep going up... Suki is next to me, trying to sleep, I suppose... she is in kinda funky position right now... I ( Read more... )

talking to an old friend of mine... I poured out what happened back in January to her... with the fall out with things of my past... she understood... she was my shadow... the shadow I'm trying to tear away from myself... but I can't just tell her to leave me alone... I don't like to hurt people like that... I've moved on... I can't go back... she ( Read more... )

God, sometimes I feel so intelligent I could just scream in joy... I extremely glad I have my xanga and live journal now... I think after the break up, I'm going to can my myspace and start all over again... thing is, I need to find a way to end it, with out me looking like a bitch.... like catching him cheating on me with Paige... :nods: that ( Read more... )

I have that song on repeat as I type this... I am close to tears right now... I'm in so much emotional pain I want to cry... why you ask? Simple... all the trust that was built up between Vash and I has been broken... with someone outside our relationship... outside our relationship... OH HOLY CRAP!!!! I know why now we were "stuck" in Atlanta ( Read more... )

Beautiful...The only song that I like that they didn't play... the played the Sacrament, almost everything from the Dark Light album, Wicked Game and I remember Solitary Man... we got there right in the middle of Aiden playing... and got as close as we could... (I HAVE MY HEARTAGRAM EARRINGS...took long enough!!!) and we standing near Linde... we ( Read more... )

Minni posted a reply to the last entry... heh... I thought she had fogotten... I thought everyone had forgotten about this... memories of my past have been boiling up as of late... this I should have forgotten but go "Oh! I remember that!" and it will be in the most random of places... and survey on Myspace... the music I used to listen to back in ( Read more... )

This past week has been hell... me starting drama because I can... it's fun to an extent... silly thing is I think everyone has forgotten about this... the drama will end... oh for those that don't know, Zero is our new room mate... it might make things a little weird considering I had a crush on him back in December... he was kinda my in between ( Read more... )

This is probably going to be the only place I write and no one knows about... considering that I haven't updated in here in ages... for those of you that don't know, TJ and I broke up... and I'm starting to find out what a selfish ass he was... or rather still is... my cat still loves me though... and Vash, my new boyfriend... seriously I fell like ( Read more... )

been a long time since I wrote in here.... :sigh:.... still waiting for him to tm me back.... I figured I would just write in here and let you all know what is going on.... lets see.... I got kicked outta Minni's house (her brothers were coming and they didn't have room. I wasn't related so I had to go).... Sonic went off to college.... and my ( Read more... )

Because I am getting angry at this thing for going into read-only mode whenever I want to update, I have decided to get a Xanga. So here is the link and I will be writing in it from now on. Love you guys!
Kaba

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Neko_no_ai