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[what_stars_are]

Ive been talking to my best friend LINDSAY tonight, and weve came up with an interesting topic.Beauty. Now, it's not about the obvious beauty. Its how i want to actually precieve myself. How i want to look to myself,not everyone else. "no ones ever seen you with out make up" i really dont want to be like that. If a guy is going to love me, hes

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"Padraic my prince, I have all but died..."

[spedcialchild]

i know exactly how you feel. if you need to talk about ANYTHING at all, please do not hesitate to talk to me. we have more in common than you know. i know how cyciatrists and shrinks don't exactly have the same intimacy as friends, and i really want you to know i'm here. please remember this.

and, beauty isn't what's on the outside. if people think it is, they're fake. and i never want to be fake. it's inside, my dear. and let me tell you, your soul is the most beautiful thing i've ever known.

feel everything too much.I'm too sensitive. And the funny thing is, i bet not ONE of my friends know it. <--i know exactly how that feels, i am a sensitive, emotional, flawed person, and although my flaws show, no one really ever knows how i feel. life is so complicated, but that's what keeps you interested, and keeps you so you know you're still alive, that you can still feel hurt, and are not completely numb. see, i dont think you can see me saying that in real life, but i yearn to be able to. so i know how it is, just know, i'm here

Re: "Padraic my prince, I have all but died..."

[what_stars_are]

see, i dont think you can see me saying that in real life, but i yearn to be able to

its so different saying things at school or in real life, then just writing it. I can never say anything i write down, to someones face. I wish i could too. I think though, one day, i will be able to. actually, I know one day i'll be able to because i wont let it happen any other way.

just know, i'm here.

as am I. Just leave a little comment on your journal or mine, and im there =)

love ALWAYS and forever,
keri

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[brandnew_beauty]

i was thinking about that today.. some guys were talkign about hot girls.. and i said.. well what if the girl isnt thta pretty.. but shes really cool or really amazing.. and they just ignored me.. losers...

Love you ;)
Lindsay

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[what_stars_are]

exactly what happend today. i was talking to this "popular" cheerleader today, britt. And it turns out, her friend was like, what happens if britt looked like a man? hes like, then i wouldnt be going out with her. That comment made me feel sad. For her, and him. Just for their personality's and where their life is going. It SHOULD NOT matter in the LEAST bit if she looked not as pretty, to why he is going out with her. If one day, she had a terrible accident (hoping this never happens) and she comes back with scars all over her face, would he still go out with her? not in a heart beat.Her personality is truely ugly, and just dead to me. But i wont be mean, shes not being mean to me, so i will continue talking to her casually, and with no feeling or thought to what is coming out of my mouth at all. It also made me want to smile and laugh a bit. Because its just so funny, how looks conquars all today. I'll be the one with a man who loves me, with looks or not, he will love me. Too bad thats not the case for her

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[brandnew_beauty]

wow Keri.. thats really well said. amazing.. you think into things alot more then i do.. i wish i did that.. you just think about everything.. thats awesome.. you rule =)

haha loovee you
xoxox
Lindsay

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[what_stars_are]

haha,i know, i know. I think and feel too much. Ah well,you RULE!

love always and forever
keri