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Mar 31, 2005 01:37

today i was driving and this guy i used to see was behind me. then i was turning left at the stoplight so he was beside me. I looked over, and when he saw me he got very happy and waved and was trying to talk to me but the light went green and we both had to go. it made me sad because more than anything i wanted to talk to him ( Read more... )

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fa3r1e March 30 2005, 22:55:19 UTC
You're not a whore. Stuff like this happens, but you are not a whore. You're "just not that into him" anymore.. It's a part of life. I love you!! You're gorgeous, and wonderful. Nowhere near whore! ♥

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what_sucka March 31 2005, 14:03:38 UTC
thanks jess. i love you soooo much. i love that icon. that's hot. thanks for always listening to me, and as much as i complain i know that's a full time job!

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fa3r1e March 31 2005, 14:49:53 UTC
Awweee I love you!! Paris Hilton..that's hot..bahahaha

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You're definitely not a whore of any kind, dizzyspells March 31 2005, 02:59:00 UTC
after our talk I felt like I helped you, I hope I did. I love you Sara, you're fun, intelligent, sexy and just rad! Soon, this too shall pass and you'll look back like I did and just kind of sigh. You're strong, you'll find a way out of this and be an even stronger woman then than now.

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Re: You're definitely not a whore of any kind, what_sucka March 31 2005, 14:05:18 UTC
thanks for listening to me and sharing your own private experiences. that was helpful and made me feel not alone about certain issues i am dealing with. thanks for being so sweet and helpful.

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You know what hun?` dizzyspells March 31 2005, 18:58:56 UTC
It was *EXTREMELY* helpful for me, too. I really felt ugly and alone about that. You're the first person EVER that I've told that to outside of an intimate relationship, and even then it's been something I've hidden and not really gotten into until later into relationships. Wow was it ever a relieft to know I'm not alone.

Please email a list of the things that you buy to help it. I told you my rememdies, but everything else I could get my hands on I would in a heartbeat.

Thank you so much, Sara. As always, I love with you the deepest regard. You're a really true friend at the times when it counts the most =)

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Sometimes I kick myself in the ass... dizzyspells March 31 2005, 03:03:56 UTC
I didn't save the convo, accidentally for some dumb reason. But I wish I had; there were some things you said and that I said that would be good to quote & plop in here as bookmarks of thought. I always feel like I have very good, insightful convos with you.

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Re: Sometimes I kick myself in the ass... what_sucka March 31 2005, 14:05:58 UTC
it's ok. don't worry about it. we will have more convos.

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Well, I hope your fever isn't as bad as you're saying. dizzyspells March 31 2005, 19:16:55 UTC
When you told me you were hallucinating, I was startled. I've almost died from pneumonia on a handful of occasions, and that's always how it's started. Don't let it get beyond your control, hun.

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1silver_seraph March 31 2005, 04:38:29 UTC
No being attracted to someone anymore does not make you a whore. Its just makes you not interested in the person that you are with. If don't feel the attachment anymore, maybe it is time to move on, its not your job to take care of him. He is a grown man, and you are not his wife.

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what_sucka March 31 2005, 14:07:12 UTC
you are right. i just can't stand the thought of hurting anyone...and i am afraid being alone will drive me nuts. i know being alone would be better for me right now, but would i have the ability to stay strong and determined about my life's goals is the only question.

how's working out coming along?

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1silver_seraph March 31 2005, 16:09:34 UTC
"being alone will drive me nuts"

And how is him not being around going to be any different than him being there now?

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what_sucka March 31 2005, 14:08:39 UTC
yeah, i think it would be for the best....i just can't stand the thought of hurting him. I know he's not 'the one'. but i do care about him very much. i am going to work up the balls to do it soon, i'm just figuring out how and the best way to do it.

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